Campfire

Campfire

Inspiration: http://i827.photobucket.com/albums/zz200/lou-la-ff/camp.jpg


There aren't many faces around the campfire that I recognize, but there is one that stands out amongst the rest.

I think it's mostly the fact that I keep catching him looking at me that has me noticing him. Normally I'm not this blatantly obvious about being gay. But he can't seem to stop turning his head in my direction, and I'm helpless not to follow his lead.

If there ever was a definition for the term 'twink', he is definitely it. If I didn't know this was a college-aged party, I'd be questioning whether he is truly legal or not.

His face is boyish, there's not even a hint of a shadow on his jaw that I can see from across the distance between us. His hair is long enough to hang down into his eyes and slightly curly, so dark in color it almost looks black. I can tell, even with him sitting down that he's short and very slight in build. His skin is alabaster in the light from the fire, and his lips are dark and plump. He's unbearably cute, and he just keeps looking.

Every time I catch him, he looks away and bites his lip, but I think he's just being coy. He knows he's caught my eye, and now he's teasing me or baiting me. Either way, I don't think I can resist.

The trick will be sneaking away from the others. Jasper, my cousin, who I'm here with and spending the last few weeks of the summer with, has taken it upon himself to 'look after' me. That means I get to watch him shove his tongue into his girlfriend's throat almost constantly.

He's under the impression that I'm shy and that's why I don't have a girlfriend. Not being out of the closet causes so many damn problems. I just haven't gotten around to coming out yet...

If Jasper weren't here, I'd have had that cute little twink in my lap already, but I'm just not willing to blow my cover clear out of the water. I'd rather have Jasper continue to think I'm shy than get all awkward and clumsy around me.

So I secretly make eyes at the boy across the fire and try to think of some way to steal some time so we can get better acquainted. Jasper isn't paying any mind to me at all, Alice has his attention completely. He's none the wiser when I flick my eyes to the boy and wait for him to notice.

It doesn't take long, and he pulls the whole glance and bite his lip routine, but when he glances again and I'm still looking, his eyes widen and he doesn't look away. I raise my eyebrows, hoping he'll catch on to what I'm trying to say. I'm done flirting, I'm interested, I want him. Now.

He hesitates for a moment, his lips parting slightly while his eyes narrow―like he's wondering if I'm toying with him. Purposefully, I dart my tongue out and lick my lips, and his eyes widen again. Tellingly, he shifts and stuffs his hands into his hoodie pockets, pulling it down and outwards to conceal his lap.

I can't help the cocky smirk that takes over my face when he nods his head at me, then jerks it to the side, motioning towards the woods in the distance.

Unhesitatingly, I throw my elbow into Jasper's side. "Dude, for fuck's sake."

"What?" he growls, pulling away from a rumpled looking Alice.

"This smoke is giving me a headache, I'm taking a walk," I say coolly.

"Alight, Pete, whatever. Just let me know if you want to leave."

I give him a dirty look for calling me 'Pete' and he rolls his eyes and pulls a face as he drawls out an exaggerated "Peter."

I shuffle around for a few minutes until he's practically crawling on top of poor little Alice, and then head towards the woods, passing closely by the boy of interest.

He looks up at me as I walk by and I wink at him, letting him know it's on.

I'm shocked when I notice his cheeks darken in color. He blushed. I didn't expect that. Maybe his timid behavior wasn't completely pretend.

I think about that as I walk into the woods.

I'm not about to be anyone's first. If he's a virgin, he can forget it, I don't want that responsibility. I'll suck him off, he can return the favor and we'll call it good. No way in hell I'm fucking a virgin in the woods, though. I do have some moral integrity.

I don't walk far into the woods; I keep the fire in sight and only go far enough away that the music and chatter sounds distant. It's dark beneath the canopy of trees, and I know he's not going to be able to find me looking toward the darkness, so I watch and wait.

It feels a little predatory, especially considering how slight and small he appeared to be. He's going to walk right into my trap, be my prey.

I shake my head and snap myself out of that way of thinking, mildly disturbed that I even had thoughts like that at all. I'm not that type of guy; I don't prey on the weak. And there isn't a trap here. We don't have to do more than talk if that's all he wants.

It takes him a bit to worm away from the crowd and I watch as he stumbles into the woods. I know he can't see much, I sure couldn't.

I found a small clearing with enough room to get comfy in―it was even moderately dry―and I don't really want to leave it, so instead I watch him closely as he draws nearer and nearer.

When he goes to pull out his cell phone to use as a light to guide him, I close the small distance between us and grab his wrist, stopping him. My quick movement startles him.

"Sorry. Someone might get suspicious if they see you waving that around in the woods and come looking."

I realize how bad that sounds after the words left my mouth and grimace, releasing his wrist. He chuckles awkwardly and shuffles his feet, and I really take him in up close for the first time.

It's dark, so it's difficult to see finer details, but I already know he's gorgeous. He smells great, despite the smell of burning wood that clings to the both of us. He's even shorter than I expected, he's tiny, and fuck me, he's cute as hell. I'm going to really have to duck down to kiss him, and I kind of like it. I want to. He'll have to push up on his toes and it'll bring him even closer to me.

"I thought maybe you..." he trails off, and I think I know what he was going to say.

"No, I didn't change my mind."

"I'm glad," he whispers.

"Hmm. Me too," I reply, taking a step closer to him.

I hear his breathing pick up its pace and I pause, again wondering why he's so nervous. I don't really want to just come right out and ask him if he's a virgin, that would be pretty rude, not to mention likely off-putting.

Instead, I decide to ask him if he's sure about this.

"Yeah, just nervous. I don't normally do this," he answers.

I take a moment to consider that. To me it seemed like he meant he'd done something before, if not quite like this. But he could mean he'd never actually been with a guy before, and I wasn't about to take that risk.

"This, like, how?" I ask clumsily.

"Like 'this' as in I don't just randomly come on to strangers and fuck them in the woods," he mumbles.

"But you do fuck guys?" I press.

He huffs out a breath and looks up at me―though I can't see his features well, I imagine he's glaring or scowling or looking somewhat disbelieving. "No, generally I'm the guy getting fucked, actually."

I sigh at his bluntness. "Great. Sorry if I'm coming across as weird or stupid, I was just worried you were going to be some small-town, closeted virgin looking to lose his cherry with the first hot, gay out-of-towner to cross his path."

"Cocky much?" he chuckles.

"I guess you're going to find out, aren't you? What's your name?" I ask, wanting to know before I get too caught up in what we're about to do.

"Alec. You're Jasper's cousin Pete?" he asks.

"It's Peter," I reply dryly.

"Sorry, Peter," he offers, his fingers brushing against the back of my hand.

I twist my hand around and grab his, lacing our fingers together, and move my other hand to his shoulder. When he tilts his head back to look up at me again, I slowly move my hand towards his neck. He doesn't object so I keep moving it up until I'm cupping his cheek. He responds by placing his free hand on my side, lightly gripping my shirt.

I lean down slowly to kiss him and he bites his lip one last time before I get to find out what that lip tastes like all for myself. His bottom lip is freshly wet and I don't hesitate to dart my tongue over it to taste him. His grip on my shirt tightens as I pull the lip between mine, testing out how it feels between my teeth. He moans and the sound goes straight to my cock, getting me hard.

The kiss doesn't last long and we both separate completely, not touching at all as we take a moment to recollect ourselves and evaluate. That's what I'm doing at least.

I fucking want him, but I don't want to pressure him into something at the same time. I want to wait for him to let me know he wants me to fuck him because doing it in the woods a couple hundred yards away from all his friends is just a little bit scary. I really hope he wants me, too, enough so that he'll go with this.

The tension between us in that brief moment is almost tangible. He licks his lips and I want nothing more than to grip his hair and lick his lips myself. I know it's been a while since I've been with anyone, so I think perhaps I'm just eager for that reason, but I also can't help noticing the chemistry between us. I'd never realized how attracted I was to such twink-y looking guys. I had always been looking up, not down.

Alec is fucking perfect... except for this waiting bullshit.

"Peter," he whispers, and just like that, we're both moving toward the other.

His arms wrap tight around my neck and my hands go straight for his ass. There's more there than I'm expecting, and I groan greedily into his mouth, groping his ass that fits so perfectly into my palms.

Right at that moment, I wish like fucking crazy we had a bed and lights. I want to see him, to look at him, to lay him down on something warm and dry, and listen to him make all the noise he wants to, to scream my name.

"Fuck," I moan into his mouth, letting go of his ass and pushing him away slightly.

I yank my shirt off, tossing it onto the ground without a second thought. Then I go for his hoodie and he gets the hint. We spread our shirts out on the ground and we pause again.

The air is so damn cold around us, I shiver and break out in goosebumps immediately. He wraps his arms around himself and starts to rub and I curse, bringing our bodies together for warmth.

"Are you sure you wanna do this? We don't have to," I say. But I want to, so fucking much, I scream internally, hoping he will agree.

He grips my shoulders and urges me down to him, planting his lips firmly on mine then shoving his tongue deep into my mouth.

Fuck, I hope that's his answer. I hope he wants my cock as deep into his ass as his tongue is in my mouth.

He pulls back from me enough that his lips are just barely brushing mine when he says, "Fuck me."

I kiss him again, burying my fingers deep in his hair. I tug lightly, pulling us apart from each other, and drop down on my knees. I look up at him as I place my hands on his belt buckle, asking for the final permission. He nods his head and I yank his belt off and jerk his button fly open as quickly as I possibly can.

I'm not expecting him to have no underwear on, and I'm not expecting his dick to be as big as it is. When I start to lower his pants down so that it finally springs free of its confinement, I realize he has to be nearly as big as I am, and he's a full head shorter. He's slender and he's packing.

Fuck. He is perfect.

I'd planned on taking his shoes and pants off and getting on with it, but I'm gaping at his dick in my face, it's hard to resist tasting him.

The moment my lips touch his cock, I don't even think about letting go. His skin tastes clean and fresh and he smells so fucking good. I suck and swirl my tongue, and my eyes close as I moan around him―he's better than a fucking lollipop.

I take what I can into my mouth, bobbing a bit, feeling his head hitting my throat, then pull off of him, which makes him groan.

He needn't worry, I'm not close to being done with him yet.

I lick my lips and go back for more, taking more of him now that my lips aren't dry and chafing against his skin. His hands come down to my hair as I force my mouth onto his cock, backing off only long enough to get air before going in again to get him down my throat.

When my throat relaxes, I swallow him down and keep pushing forward until my nose is in his trimmed pubes. His fingers tighten painfully in my hair and his legs flex beneath my hands as he gasps for breath. I lick what I can of his balls before it's too much and I pull back all the way off of him, swallowing repeatedly as his dick bobs around in front of me.

"Do it again," he begs breathlessly.

I smirk and reach down to unbutton my own pants, shoving them down enough to free my straining, painfully hard dick. I push his pants and shoes off too, leaving him in his socks standing on our shirts. I pull my wallet out of my back pocket and keep it in easy reach and stroke my cock a couple of times before leaning in to swallow his dick again.

I suck him 'til my eyes are watering and my jaw and throat are fucking killing me, but still I don't want to stop. His cock feels so fucking good in my mouth, between my lips, I want to keep him just like this, but we've only got so much time before people start to wonder.

I shake my wallet open as I keep sucking his dick and find my lube packets and condoms in the pocket behind my credit cards. I bob forward and back keeping him moaning as I tear open the lube and squirt it all over my fingers.

I bring my wet fingers up to his ass and he jumps forward as I slide one up between his ass cheeks. His cock pokes hard at my throat and it's my own fault for not warning him a little better. He eases into my touch as I spread the lube around between his cheeks and we both moan as I slide one finger in.

He's fucking tight―not nervous tight either. He takes my finger without any pain and yet he's wrapped so fucking tightly around just the one finger. I'm glad I decided to start this now or we'd be here all night. I have to loosen him up or there's no way my dick is going in without hurting him.

"Peter," Alec moans, scraping his nails over my scalp and holding on tight to my hair as I slowly slide my finger in and out of him. "Fuck," he hisses as I push into him as far as I can and curl my finger.

His cock tastes salty on my tongue as he leaks precum and I greedily suck harder, wanting more from him. As I add a second finger and use my free hand to stroke his cock, he gives it up. His fingers grip my short hair tightly as he moans, forcing my mouth up and down his cock. His legs tremble and I think he's close―I hadn't really wanted to suck him off, we didn't have much time, but fuck, his dick is too good to resist.

I keep my finger in him deep, finger fucking him with short movements, hitting the spot that makes him shake with every pass. He manages to pull my hair harder, and it hurts in a good way that makes my cock throb as he cries out his pleasure.

He floods my mouth with his cum and I swallow it down, sucking on him and fingering his ass until he runs dry and pushes my head away.

"Oh my God," is the first intelligible thing he says.

I chuckle and grip the crooks of his knees. He's too post-orgasmic and wobbly-legged to realize what I'm going to do, and when I pull against his legs, he topples forward. I catch him and he clings to me, every hot inch of his body pressed squarely against mine as he sits on my lap. I can feel his heart racing in his chest as he continues to pant for breath―either still trying to catch it after his orgasm, or short of it from the shock of me bringing him down.

I groan as he grinds his hips against me, rubbing on my dick which is trapped between us. His tongue flicks over my bottom lip before his lips even touch me, and I pull him impossibly closer as I meet him there, shoving my tongue into his mouth and letting him taste himself.

"I wanna fuck you," I tell him as my cock shifts down between his legs, brushing between his cheeks.

"Please," he moans, reaching back and pressing down on my dick.

"Condom," I say. He nods and rubs my cock back and forth over his hole. "Alec," I warn firmly.

He clenches his cheeks around my cock and moans, rubbing his dick on my stomach and mine in his crack. "God, keep saying my name."

"Lay down and I'll say your name all you want." He hums and grinds on me again. "Alec," I tack on a bit belatedly, just to watch his reaction.

He kisses me again and I grip his hips in my hands, pushing him off of me and onto our makeshift bedding, kissing him all the while. I pull away from him just long enough to find the condom, roll it on, and lube it up, then I'm settled between his knees, kissing him again.

"Fuck me, fuck me," he pants as I kiss his neck.

I sit back on my haunches and grab his ankles, placing his feet on my chest for better access. I can't see much really, so I fumble as I'm searching for his hole with my fingers. He's hot and lubed, my finger slides easily in, and I can't wait another fucking second.

I hear his breath catch as I start to rub my cock back and forth through his crack―mostly I'm just trying to find what I can't see. Honestly, I can count the number of times I've topped on one hand, it's why I didn't want to be anyone's first. But I'm confident I can make this good for him, I never had any problems before, I just fucking wish I could see what I'm trying to get my dick into.

Thankfully he catches on―and thankfully it's dark so he can't see that I'm embarrassed that I couldn't find my mark... though if it wasn't dark I wouldn't have had anything to blush about anyway.

He guides me slowly into him and I know it hurts a little, I can hear it in the way he gasps, and I know how it feels to take a big dick. I know his pain, but I also know the pleasure so I let him continue to guide me until I'm all the way in.

I put his feet back down on the ground then and lean over him, staying still inside as I kiss him, hoping he'll adjust fast because it's fucking torture being squeezed this tight and not being able to move. I try to kiss his pain away and he breathes deeply through his nose, rubbing his hands over my ribcage.

"Okay. Go slow, though, you're bigger than I thought," he whispers finally.

"Promise," I reply, kissing his chin quickly then pulling out a small amount and sliding back in.

He hisses a little so I wait a few seconds before trying again. It takes a few times before he's finally relaxed enough for me. I move just slightly harder and faster and he groans wildly, nails raking over my chest.

I smile down at him even though he can't see it, and just like that the rhythm is set. He moves with me, pushing up to meet me thrust for thrust, his nails biting into my skin every time I press into him just right. I wish like hell that I could see him; I want to see the way his face looks when he likes something, I want to see where my body merges with his.

"Alec," I moan.

"Peter," he gasps back.

Both of us urge the pace, filling the dark, quiet woods with the sound of our heavy breathing and slapping skin. I grab onto his hard cock and he wraps his hand around mine to tighten the grip, pushing my hand to the steady, fast tempo of our fucking.

This isn't going to last much longer, it can't. I know people are going to start looking for us soon, and he just feels too fucking good. As much as I don't want it to end, it has to.

I need to make him see stars before I let myself go though. It's my rule when I'm topping. I've bottomed for guys who didn't even try to hold it in. I'm no two-pump-chump. If he's willing to let me fuck him, the least I can do is make sure he enjoys himself.

"Alec, cum for me. Cum for me, baby," I whisper, hoping some dirty talking will urge him along.

I take his hips bucking as a good sign and shorten my movements, quickening them at the same time. "You feel so fucking good. You tasted so good in my mouth. Cum for me so I can taste you again."

"Peter," he calls. "Fuck... Yes."

He seems to get caught between going still and moving erratically as he cums. He freezes in place as my hips continue to thrust and as he gasps for breath, his body tightens and releases around me as he spurts and drips over our hands.

I try to keep quiet as I reach my own sweet relief but his name falls from my lips mindlessly over and over.

I'm barely coming down from the high when a beam of light cuts through the darkness.

"Shit," I hiss, trying to hurriedly, yet carefully pull out of Alec.

"Peter?" I hear my name being called, as the light flicks in our direction again.

"Hurry," I beg Alec as we both snap into action.

We both scramble for our clothes in the dark, the rush we're in only making it that much more impossible to get dressed. I feel bad for littering, but I don't know what else to do but toss our used condom as far away from us as I can.

"Peter?" I think it's Jasper's voice calling me.

I nearly zip my dick up in my pants, but I didn't have nearly as much to put on as Alec, so I help him by tying his shoes while he puts his shirts back on.

The light flashes over us just as he gets his hoodie over his arms and I grab a hold of him and yank the zipper up.

"Jasper?" I call in the calmest voice I can manage, blinking at the bright of the flashlight aimed at us.

"What the fuck happened?" he asks. "You've been gone for like an hour? Who's that?"

"Um. I went for a walk. Thought this was a path. Apparently not. Ran into him. Thought he was an animal. I tackled him."

My explanation is short and choppy, barely believable to my ears and the only sound for several moments is my thundering heartbeat, then Jasper bursts out laughing, snorts and all. I sigh, grabbing onto Alec's hand while Jasper's distracted, silently thanking him. He squeezes back and our eyes meet for just a moment before we both move away from each other.

Jasper laughs most of the way back toward the beach. When we hit the tree line, he takes off running at Alice who is standing a little ways off, twisting her hands. She screams and runs as he takes off after her and I watch, amused, as he chases her across the beach. I reach out and grab Alec before he can step out of the darkness of the trees.

"I, um..." I trail off, chewing on my lip. I sigh, deciding just to go for it. "I'm here for the rest of the summer if you wanna hang out some time."

He doesn't hesitate to hook his finger into one of my belt loops and pull me to him. I kiss him goodbye, assuming this will be the last time I see him tonight, if not ever. As I cup his cheeks, he reaches into my pockets, pulling out my cell phone.

I step back from him and watch as he enters his number in, then sends himself a text from my phone.

We say our goodbyes and make our way back up to the beach where the campfire is dying down. He grabs a girl I hadn't noticed before and walks toward the parking lot with her. I feel a pang of jealousy before I realize she looks quite a bit like him. Then some guy runs after them and gropes her ass while Alec wrinkles his nose and glares menacingly.

Sister, I sigh internally. At least that's what I hope.

He only just disappears when my phone buzzes in my pocket. I pull it out and find a new text, from Alec.

All it says is 'Peter.'

'Alec' is my reply.

For You

For You

Written for FarDareIsMai2's birthday. 100 word drabbles based on word prompts.
To see all of the other birthday gifts Far D received, go here: http://happybdayfard.blogspot.com


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I couldn't understand the look on Jasper's face as we walked home from dinner. He just kept smiling, ignoring my suspicious glances. It was almost a dark smile, secretive. It sent a shiver down my spine.

He was up to something, and I had absolutely no idea what it was. I was excited, nonetheless.

After arriving home and shedding our coats and shoes, he led me straight back to our bedroom. I thought nothing of it and eagerly followed.

I froze in place when Jasper opened the door, revealing a reflected pair of unfamiliar dark eyes staring back at me.

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I turned my head and bit my lip to muffle the moan that bubbled up at the sight before me. He was fucking gorgeous, lying naked and spread out on our bed, handcuffed to the headboard. His hair was dark like a fresh cup of black coffee, his body thin and long. He had plump pink lips adorning a beautiful face, and a thick, long cock to complete his perfect image.

Sinewy muscles strained against pale skin as his body twisted toward me, lust-darkened eyes meeting mine straight on.

"Jasper," I said raggedly, breathlessly, pushing my body back against his.

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I never once took my eyes off of the boy on our bed as I pressed back into Jasper's growing arousal.

"He's for you, Edward," he whispered, lips and breath tickling the skin just below my ear.

Fire-hot, thrilling desire shot through my body, and I turned my head to kiss Jasper. His tongue was soft against my lips but his teeth were sharp as he nipped at me before pushing me toward the bed.

"What's your name?" I asked, kneeling beside him, brushing the curtains of hair from his dark eyes.

"Riley," he answered just before I kissed him.

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"I'll be right back, you get started," Jasper said into my ear.

As I heard him moving down the staircase, I crawled further onto the bed, straddling Riley's torso.

He stared up into my eyes as I traced his nipples with my fingers, contemplating how naked I should be when Jasper returned.

I pulled off my shirt before I leaned down to taste his lips again, reveling in the needy sounds he made into my mouth as I pinched and twisted at his nipples.

As I slowly moved my lips down to his neck, he moaned, "Give me your cock."

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I chuckled against his skin, kissing my way down. "Not yet, Riley, but have some patience and I will give it to you."

He groaned loudly as I sucked his nipple between my lips and ground my denim-clad hips between his bare legs. My need grew from a gentle simmer to a harsh rolling boil when I felt the sticky wetness leaking from his cock smear across my stomach.

With impatient licks, kisses, and bites, I moved downward until my mouth was hovering over the straining length of his hard cock.

Wrapping my lips tightly around him, I moaned enthusiastically.

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He was exquisite. His skin was silk under my palms and tongue; he looked so fucking sexy watching me suck his cock while pulling against his handcuffs. He invaded all of my senses.

I didn't notice Jasper's return until his fingers were trailing up my spine. "Couldn't even get your pants off before you had to suck his cock," Jasper teased. "You cock whore."

I didn't stop, even when my body flushed red with embarrassment. Jasper's hand kept traveling over my body, not stopping until it was pressed firmly against my cock.

"Show him how hard he makes you, Edward."

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Jasper stripped himself naked before ridding me of my pants. His tongue flicked along Riley's shaft and my lips as he joined in on sucking his cock, kissing me around the thick length. Moving further up the bed, he kissed Riley, then settled himself high on his chest. I watched his ass flex as he fucked Riley's mouth while I continued sucking, grinding on the bed, desperately in need of friction.

With a flurry of motion, we changed positions, impatient for what was to come next. Hot, open-mouthed kisses were placed on damp, salty skin as fingers stretched and readied.

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Jasper plunged into me in one quick movement; I grasped at Riley's legs, spreading them wider and pushing them higher. Jasper stayed still to let me adjust, and when I was ready to move, I slowly pushed into Riley, shivering at the dual sensation as Jasper's cock slid out.

The scrape of metal on metal was drowned out by our moans as we moved in unison, fucking each other. Jasper pounded me hard, forcing my cock deep into Riley's tight ass with every thrust.

"Look at him watching you," Jasper grunted in my ear. "Look at him watching us fuck."

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In the blink of an eye, I was coming undone. Jasper's words pushed me over the edge and I clenched down tight around him, sobbing my pleasure as he whispered encouragement. His arm wrapped around me to grip Riley's cock and stroked him hard and fast as he continued fucking me―fucking us both.

Riley came with a strangled cry just moments later, and I knew Jasper wasn't far behind. His hand clutched harshly at my hip as he fucked me, holding me in place. I weakly fell forward onto Riley's chest, slipping out of him as Jasper's thrusts became erratic.

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After releasing Riley and cleaning up, we all collapsed onto the bed, spent and exhausted. Jasper and I lay on our sides facing Riley, taking turns massaging his wrists while he watched us curiously.

Between kisses, we offered him smiles but no explanations; though we let him know he could stay the night if he wanted.

He remained on his back, eyes watching inquisitively as Jasper and I prepared to sleep. I knowingly hooked my leg over the curve in Jasper's knees while he threaded his fingers through my hair.

All was normal, even with the stranger in our bed.

Cupid's Chokehold

Cupid's Chokehold

Written for and prompted by Dannie (Domward's Mistress.)
Original Prompt: "a bossy, queen-y, fit throwing Edward and a Jasper that positively adores him."


Edward hated it when Jasper was late, and he was running late tonight when he knew Edward had made plans. He hadn't wanted to be late but a meeting ran longer than expected, and he was about a half hour behind schedule. Edward wasn't going to be happy with him and he knew it.

Seeing as he was already late, he stopped to pick up a bouquet of flowers, hoping Edward would accept his apology.

Edward waited impatiently for Jasper, pacing the front hall and making a mess of his hair by repeatedly running his hand through it. He couldn't believe Jasper wasn't home yet. He was supposed to be home by five-thirty at the latest, and it was already pushing six o'clock. Dinner was completely ruined now. He'd made Jasper's favorite breaded pork recipe, and now he was going risk the chops getting dry by reheating them.

They had plans. Specific plans. Edward had made sure to go over them that very morning with Jasper. There hadn't been any mention of the prospect of things at work running late, and now the whole fucking night could be ruined.

When Jasper opened the front door, he wasn't surprised to find Edward waiting there for him, looking disheveled and upset. He moved cautiously, knowing it was at times like these when Edward's fuse ran short. He liked keeping things on a schedule; he didn't like unexpected bumps in his perfectly planned agenda.

Jasper being late had been a big, unexpected bump, so when Edward saw the flowers, he made a face and turned away without a word.

"My meeting ran late at work," Jasper rushed to explain, following his upset boyfriend down the hall. "I feel terrible for messing up our plans, Edward. I was already late so I stopped quickly to get you flowers. They're your favorites, see? I'll put them in water."

"Reheat dinner while you're at it."

Jasper froze in the kitchen doorway at his boyfriend's tone. It wasn't his usual, it was his 'my-night-is-ruined-now' tone, and it made Jasper's stomach sink. Determined to make up for his mistake, Jasper set to readying dinner for them. The knot in his stomach grew tighter as he found his favorite dinner sitting cold on the stovetop.

He set the oven to reheat the chops and turned the stove on for the mashed potatoes, then quickly ran to thank his perfect, lovely boyfriend.

Edward was sitting with his knees curled to his chest, fiddling with his phone when Jasper came into the living room. He dropped to his knees in front of Edward and stroked the side of his legs, then lightly gripped them and urged them down on either side of his body.

He moved up between those long, lithe legs, kissing his way upwards 'til he was between his boyfriend's arms―blocking his phone in the process. Edward did little to acknowledge Jasper kissing up on his neck.

"Thank you, Edward," he whispered against the soft skin just below his ear.

"It's ruined now, so you have no one to thank," Edward replied, turning his head and moving his arms from around Jasper so he could continue what he was doing on his phone.

Jasper couldn't take the dejected tone; he hated the fact that it was his fault it was there. "No, it's perfect," he said desperately. "It's so perfect, thank you for making my favorite. I love you."

Jasper tried to kiss his boyfriend then, hoping he wouldn't be too upset to respond to him. Edward turned his head away.

Jasper kissed the side of his mouth and his cheek, then his temple where he whispered, "I'm sorry."

"You should be," Edward replied.

Jasper slinked away like a kicked dog after that, trying to think of some way to make this up to Edward. He wasn't the type to forgive easily―that Jasper knew perhaps better than anyone. He knew better than to try to offer a sexual favor; that would make Edward even more upset. The flowers looked to be an utter failure.

He didn't know what to do.

Jasper's hopeful feeling that the night could be saved vanished, and miserably he set about fixing up their dinner. Their dinner that he had single-handedly ruined. Their planned evening together, nothing more than an unsalvageable pipe-dream.

The table was already set, so all Jasper had to do was make sure he didn't turn the dinner into something completely inedible. He considered pulling a bottle of wine, but he worried Edward would think it wasteful. Edward liked wine only on special occasions―especially expensive wine, which was all they currently had. Tonight was no special occasion and it certainly wasn't something to be celebrated.

Jasper kept his head down after calling Edward in to eat. He was beyond remorseful, he knew how much Edward had been looking forward to tonight.

Edward had made Jasper's favorite meal specifically for the reason that he wanted to please his lover. He knew that Jasper wasn't going to be thoroughly pleased by a reheated, potentially dry meal. All his work had been tossed away. He might has well have fed Jasper a microwave meal.

It put their whole night off. They were supposed to eat dinner, get ready together, and be out and about by seven. Edward needed a few things, and he wanted Jasper's opinion, the only opinion that mattered to him at all.

Hearing that his ass looked great in a pair of jeans meant little if it wasn't coming from the man he loved. He didn't want just anyone to compliment him on his looks and his choices; he wanted Jasper to do it.

What were they supposed to do now? Edward wanted nothing at all to do with going out, not after the let down the night had already been. He might as well just curl up with a book and forget about it. Forget about slaving over a perfect dinner for a man who couldn't be home on time, forget about new clothes, forget about a night spent clubbing.

But he definitely didn't feel like staying in. He was having a good skin day and he had already psyched himself up for going out. Perhaps going out was still feasible, even if it was later than he'd planned. New clothes and Jasper's praise would likely lift his spirits.

He huffed when Jasper meekly called upon him for dinner. He hadn't made a decision yet, and he didn't know if he could suffer through a meal of wrecked food. He couldn't watch Jasper suffer through something he worked so hard on, especially when it wasn't his fault that the meal was destroyed. If Jasper would have been home like he was supposed to be, everything would have been perfect, just like Edward planned.

Jasper offered milk with their meal, knowing that's how he would have eaten it if his mama had cooked it. He hoped Edward approved of his choice. He was too worried about disappointing Edward further to check.

Starving, Jasper dug right into his meal, moaning with satisfaction at the little slice of his past, right there in his home. It was true, the pork was a little dryer than he'd have liked and the potatoes were a little thick, but it wasn't anything that could ruin this meal for him.

"Just stop, okay, you can stop pretending. I know it's ruined," Edward interrupted Jasper's hearty eating.

Looking up from his plate, Jasper found that Edward hadn't even touched his food, but was sitting there stiff as a board, clearly upset.

Jasper reached for his boyfriend's hand, gently stroking his long fingers with his own until he was sure Edward wasn't going to pull away, then he laced their fingers together.

"It is delicious, Edward," Jasper said truthfully.

"No, it's not. It's ruined."

Sighing, Jasper set his own fork down and grabbed Edward's. Edward merely frowned down at his plate as Jasper scooped up some food and offered it to him.

"It's so good, prince, so good."

Edward startled slightly at the endearment. It wasn't one that Jasper used much anymore, only at times when he was desperate for Edward's attention.

People were always calling Edward a 'princess,' and it honestly didn't bother him one bit. If they wanted to call him Princess, then so fucking be it. He was a pretty princess, they could all kiss his shoes and fawn over his hair. But Jasper didn't like it at all. He said it was disrespectful; Edward was a man, he had a dick, he was no girl.

He started to call Edward 'prince' because of it. Edward had found the pet name a bit odd at first―a variation of the supposed insult that Jasper hated so much―but he liked the way Jasper said it. He felt regal, like a prince, when Jasper called him it. Prince Edward.

Jasper had never actually said 'Prince Edward' before, but Edward always imagined he was a prince―he felt like one―when Jasper said it.

He didn't use it much anymore, but Edward was helpless to the word. All Jasper had to do was mumble it and Edward would obey his command.

He slid the fork between his lips, keeping his eyes held tightly closed as he tasted the potatoes. Surprisingly, they weren't bad. He opened his mouth for Jasper to feed him another bite.

Jasper willingly fed Edward the rest of his meal, while his own food grew cold. He didn't mind, he was just happy that Edward was eating the meal he'd made.

After he was done, Jasper set the fork down and ran his fingers through Edward's messy hair while Edward drank his milk. Edward loved having his hair touched when it wasn't pristinely done up―then you would lose a finger if you tried to touch it.

Edward leaned into the touch and sighed, his eyes falling closed for only a moment before opening again and fixing Jasper with a look. Jasper knew what that look meant, and he didn't hesitate to jump up to move behind his boyfriend, running his fingers back and forth over his scalp.

Edward groaned and leaned his head back into the touch, relaxing greatly at the knowing movement of Jasper's hands massaging just-so. He found it easy to make up his mind about what to do with the rest of the night with his boyfriend's hands in his hair. He wished Jasper would have done it sooner, it would have saved him a lot of trouble.

He didn't announce his plans right away, instead he let Jasper work his tension away for a good five minutes, then he stood up.

"There's still plenty time to go out," he proclaimed. "You can take me shopping tomorrow."

Jasper nodded his willing consent, moving around to stand beside Edward, holding his breath in hope of forgiveness. Edward smiled at him and that was his sign, making his breath rush out in a heartfelt sigh.

Edward looked toward where Jasper had been seated then, and his smile was quickly replaced with a frown. Jasper's plate of food was hardly touched.

"I'll eat quickly," Jasper promised.

With a sigh and a shake of his head, Edward conceded with an annoyed, "Fine." After a moment he tacked on, "Do the dishes when you've finished eating."

Jasper nodded, taking a cautious step toward his prince, eager for affection. He knew Edward was still upset with him, but he wanted a kiss―just one.

"Once you've finished the dishes you can join me in the shower," Edward directed before turning on his heel.

At that, Jasper smiled. He reached out, grabbed his boyfriend's hand, and pulled him to a stop, pulling again until his love was in his arms.

Edward huffed but admitted his defeat with a kiss, their bodies melting and fitting together as perfectly as they always did. When Jasper's hands sneaked their way down to his ass, where he squeezed and pulled him closer, Edward jerked away.

"There will be none of that," he said firmly. "I want you to wash my hair."

Jasper just grinned a naughty grin and gave his ass another squeeze. "I'll wash your hair."

Edward huffed again and squirmed against his boyfriend, hardly even trying to get away. "I'm not joking, Jasper."

He wasn't. He wouldn't have Jasper messing up his plans again. There wouldn't be any of that until later. Maybe. If he felt like it, and if their night went well.

Edward allowed one more kiss and firm squeeze to his ass before pushing away. As he turned, Jasper smacked his ass, making him squeak and jump. He threw a glare over his shoulder then with a final huff left the room.

Jasper chuckled as he watched his boyfriend saunter away, hips swaying in the teasing way they always did when Edward knew Jasper was watching. In a rush, Jasper tossed his meal into the microwave then ate so fast he couldn't taste it anyway. He put the food in containers and scrubbed out the dishes, then peeled his shirt over his head as he ran for their bedroom.

He left his clothes tossed in the hamper and made his way towards the attached bathroom. Edward was standing naked on a towel in front of the mirror, leaned onto the counter plucking his eyebrows. His legs were still damp, and Jasper knew he'd just shaved. He gave a hum of satisfaction as he greedily took in his boyfriend's body. It was exquisite; immaculate and free of hair, thin and long and perfect. Jasper wanted nothing more than to drop to his knees and use his tongue to worship every hairless inch.

"Jasper," Edward called, his voice irritated like he'd said it more than one time.

"Hmm?" Jasper hummed back lazily, eyes still trained on Edward shapely ass.

"Help me!" he whined.

Jasper looked up at his face and clearly saw the distress as he held the tweezers in Jasper's direction. He could never get them right himself, he always needed Jasper to even them out.

Edward hopped up on the counter, and Jasper stood between his legs and went to work, evening out his brows. It never took much, but they had to be approved as perfect by Edward―usually that was the part that took the longest.

Jasper grabbed the handheld mirror and handed it to Edward to do his inspection. While Edward turned his head this way and that, raising, lowering, and quirking his brow to check for perfection, Jasper took his time eyeing Edward's body. It was hard to resist touching the narrow curve of his waist, the slight flare of his hips. He wanted to grip Edward slim thighs, spread them apart and properly appreciate the hairless expanse between with his mouth.

Jasper didn't notice Edward moving in toward him until it was nearly too late. Edward had only meant it to be a short, grateful peck, but when Jasper realized he was going to be kissed, he reacted passionately, pressing his love up against the mirror and pulling him to the edge of the counter. He ground his hips between Edward's legs, making his current arousal known.

Edward tried not to be affected, but it was difficult. It was so hard to remain resolute when Jasper tempted him so. He could imagine getting fucked against the mirror clearly―they'd done it before. Many, many times before. It was one of Edward's favorite places to fuck. He loved watching his own reflection.

But they had plans! They could fuck later.

He told Jasper so before pushing him away and starting up the shower.

Jasper was horny, that was simply all there was to it. He didn't make showering easy for Edward. His dick was hard and prominent, all but begging for attention, and Edward had trouble ignoring it. It didn't help that every time he turned around, Jasper was pressing his cock into Edward's thigh as his fingers slipped between his ass cheeks.

Edward knew it would be easy, just a little bit of soap and he could be jerking off while Jasper slid his dick back and forth between his cheeks. They could both cum fast, they would have to. It wouldn't take much...

Instead, Edward stood out of the spray of the shower and turned the hot water handle in the off direction.

"Son of a fucking bitch, Edward!" Jasper screamed as cold water shot at him. It felt like thousands of needles made of ice were being shot at him full force.

"I told you, none of that," Edward chided, turning the water back to warm so he could finish his shower.

Jasper used more vigor than Edward would have liked, or thought was necessary, as he washed his hair.

Jasper's erection had disappeared in record time thanks the icy cold water. He was more than a little frustrated with Edward's method of erection eradication. Edward could have at least allowed him to jack off. The cold shower might have gotten rid of his most noticeable problem, but he was still damn horny.

Once they were finished, Jasper helped Edward dry off and moisturize, all the while trying to conceal his renewed boner beneath his towel. How could he not get hard while sliding his lotion-slicked hands all over that body?

"Get dressed and find me something to wear. You can choose," Edward instructed.

Jasper escaped into the closet, mind racing with possibilities. He knew where they were headed, and the club called for Edward's more eccentric clothing, that helped a little at least. He started out by grabbing Edward's favorite chucks; all he needed to do was find something to go with them.

He loved Edward in leggings―he loved Edward in everything, but anything that clung to him like a second skin was that much better. He browsed Edward's tops, quickly narrowing it down to his most 'out there' options. In the end, the sequined pink top that kept catching the light was his choice. It would look incredible under the flashing lights, reflecting every movement Edward made as he danced and writhed to the music.

He went for Edward's panty drawer then―his literal panty drawer. Edward had two separate drawers for his underwear. There was the normal boy underwear drawer, then there was the panty drawer.

Jasper preferred the panty drawer when it came to his boyfriend's choice of underwear. He found nothing sexier than seeing his man shaved clean and in a pair of girl's panties that did absolutely nothing to hide the fact that he was all man.

Jasper had to abandon the panty drawer to put on his own boxer-briefs, jeans, and mid-sleeve hooded henley to avoid jerking off on Edward's underwear. There would have been more than a little trouble to pay for that.

His dick concealed―and almost unbearably hard―Jasper started to search the panty drawer once again. There was every style in there, but he knew what his favorite was. He found a pair he had purchased recently and hadn't seen on Edward yet. The hot pink, lace-trimmed cheekies were a surprise order from Victoria's Secret's online store when Jasper was feeling particularly horny one night. The box had been labeled to Edward who was as equally turned on by the gift as Jasper had been by purchasing them.

That had been a memorable night. Edward had never got around to actually trying them on...

Jasper didn't know if he was actually going to be able to handle seeing Edward in the panties, and he nearly decided to put them back and pick out something else, something less sexy, something without the attached memories. But he couldn't make himself do it. He needed to see Edward in these.

Edward was waiting impatiently on the bed, wondering what was taking Jasper so long. He was going to make them late―or at least later than Edward had planned. He was about to go in to find out what his boyfriend was doing exactly in that closet when Jasper finally came out with his clothes. His eyebrows shot up unconsciously when he spotted the amount of pink in his arms.

"You're trying to get laid," Edward accused.

Jasper smirked. "Maybe," he replied cheekily.

Jasper set the clothing down then and picked up the panties he'd chosen. At the sight of them, Edward's breath caught in his throat, excitement shooting through his veins.

"You're really trying to get laid," he said, his voice huskier than it had been just moments before.

Jasper leaned down over Edward, moving so close his lips brushed Edward's ear as he spoke. "Is it working?" he whispered.

Edward breath caught again, his arousal becoming more obvious with every moment that passed. "We're going to be late," he tried to say firmly, but his voice held none of the determination he'd meant it to.

Gritting his teeth down, he leaned back on his elbows and forced himself to focus; he had to stop letting Jasper distract him. With his legs raised in the air, he demanded, "Put them on me."

Jasper unhesitatingly slipped the panties over Edward's feet, brushing his fingers over every silky inch of Edward's legs as he raised them up.

Edward cursed under his breath and made himself breathe normally―it was more difficult with every inch that Jasper passed over with his fingertips. Thankfully, the bed was in the way of the most sensitive last few inches of his leg and he jumped up off the bed, away from Jasper, and pulled the underwear up the rest of the way by himself.

They were a tight fit, and Edward had to do some shuffling around to get them to cover him up. As soon as they were on, he moved in front of the floor-length mirror to check his reflection. He ignored the way Jasper moaned and groaned behind him.

He took in his reflection from the front first, nodding his approval at the way the cut of the leg complimented his thighs. The waist band sat just right below his hips too, and the color went well with his skin tone. His cock fit rather nicely along the leg panel.

He turned to the side, and then aimed his ass at the mirror, peering over his shoulder to check out the reflection of his ass. Jasper moaned loudly, drawing Edward's attention away from the mirror. Edward bit down on his lip to muffle his own moan at seeing his boyfriend rubbing his obviously straining cock through his jeans.

He decided he really needed to put the rest of his clothes on, and get out of the house before their whole night was spent in bed. They'd broken Edward's plans too many times that way.

Jasper's eyes followed Edward's every movement. He could barely take the sight of him in those bright, lacy panties. He wouldn't doubt it if Edward told him he was drooling. The view of him from the back―smooth, pale cheeks only half covered and parted so perfectly with the vivid pink material―was only beaten by the view of Edward from the front. He wanted to do unmentionable things to that body with his mouth, before he tore those panties off and fucked Edward stupid.

Edward instructing Jasper to put on his leggings meant that Jasper had to kneel down in front of him. His chest was heaving as his eyes repeatedly followed the length of Edward's cock underneath the thin fabric. He wanted to feel the rough fabric between his lips, the heat of Edward's skin burning through it.

"Jasper," Edward sighed impatiently.

He nodded his head and looked down to focus on his task, helping Edward step into the tight pants. As he brought them up, he leaned in and kissed the skin of Edward thigh, right below the bottom edge of the panties, then just above the waist band, then finally his bellybutton, where he dipped his tongue.

He kept his thumbs hooked into the waist band of the leggings, pulling them up slowly while his hands slid over Edward legs, then around to his ass. He traced the leg band over the swell of Edward's ass, tonguing at his stomach before finally settling the leggings into place.

He stood up and braced his hand against the wall, roughly dragging Edward's body forward until it was settled against him. He kissed him hard, tongue pushing deep and teeth nipping as they both moaned and panted their need for each other.

Jasper kissed Edward until he sagged in his arms and gave in to the urge to be close. Then Jasper pulled away, knowing he couldn't ruin their plans again. He went into the bathroom to check his hair and finish getting ready. It took Edward a few minutes to join him, but when he finally did, he gave Jasper a glare that was halfhearted at best.

Jasper himself was done getting ready, and knowing how Edward liked his space in the bathroom, he decided to spend a few minutes in front of the television while Edward finished up. As he passed behind his lover, his hands were drawn to his hips, and he kissed the back of Edward's neck while his palms pressed flat against his ass, thumbs tracing the outline of those devilish panties.

Edward's green eyes burned so brightly as Jasper caught them with the reflection of his gray-blue ones. He knew in that moment that everything from here on out was just torturously slow foreplay. He knew that look, there was no maybe about it, he was going to get laid... and it would be hours from now.

Masochistically, Jasper almost looked forward to the torment.

oOoOo

Edward blamed Jasper when they were 'late' to hitting the road. If Jasper hadn't been home late, Edward's hair wouldn't have been in such disarray, therefore wouldn't have taken so long to tame―the shower hadn't helped his wild locks much. It wasn't his fault they wouldn't behave.

Edward thought that in a lot of ways, his hair was just like Jasper. Chaotic, disorderly, misbehaving, needing a firm, persistent hand to tame it, and still somehow sexy at all times and in every way. Edward preferred it when everything just obeyed the first time he asked, but that rarely happened. Jasper never had been able to keep his hands to himself, just like Edward's hair never could look anything but out of control. He tried to use both to his advantage, but sometimes his plans managed to backfire, no matter how much thought he put into them.

As they drove to the club, Jasper's fingers trailing up and down the length of his thigh were driving him crazy.

"Stop," he demanded, causing his boyfriend's movements to falter.

Jasper took his eyes off the road for only a moment to check Edward's expression. Edward's breathing was labored, his jaw set tight; he couldn't take another second of those fingers teasing him. He could already feel the dampness of precum starting to saturate through the material of his underwear, he needed to calm down. Jasper could tell, and he caught Edward's hand in his to hold onto for the rest of the ride.

Jasper tried to find a good parking space, but by the time they arrived, most of them were taken. Edward pointed that fact out, and complained about the parking spot they did get. Jasper did what he could do and apologized again, admitting fault―it was a pretty shitty parking space.

Edward grabbed Jasper's hand and wrapped it around his waist, tucking himself close to Jasper's side as they walked down the cold street toward the club. There was a line, but that was normal, as was the fact that they wouldn't have to wait to get in.

Jasper didn't know how Edward did it, but he had somehow managed to get the bouncer in his back pocket. It wasn't his looks, because the guy was straight, but every time Edward showed up, the man had a smirk plastered on his face and was leaning toward Edward before they were even near enough to talk.

Jasper never knew what exactly Edward would say to him, but he would lean down close, whisper something, and the bouncer would allow them admittance immediately, grinning like a fool. Jasper suspected that the secret weapon was a promise of some sort, and was likely linked to Edward's usual chat with a group of girls every time they came here.

Whether that was the truth or not, it amused Jasper to no end to watch his boy work his magic. He had a gift for getting what he wanted, it pertained to nearly everyone that met him. He was damn close to irresistible.

The crowd was thick inside the club, music pulsing loud and bodies packed tightly together on the dance floor. The smell was already thick, and it was one of Jasper's least favorite things about clubs―the stink of men perspiring, the sickly-sweet smell of drinks, mingling together into one gag-inducing scent. It was too hot and stuffy in the club when there were this many people, and Jasper knew it wouldn't take long to get a headache.

He had never been drawn to the whole clubbing scene. He preferred something less... overstated. Jasper liked quiet nights in movie theaters and intimate dinners, or just an entire evening spent in bed with the man he was in love with. But Edward rarely indulged him in that way.

Edward loved the club scene. He loved how heads turned for him and he loved to be watched as he made the rounds. He loved dancing and he loved the noise, the crowd, the attention. To him, there was nothing better than being crammed in a room with a countless number of hot men, and knowing that he was the hottest one there.

He kept a hold of Jasper's hand as he searched out his groups. He allowed time for his bitches, his barbies, and his besties, before dragging Jasper along in search of the fag hags. He left Jasper in line for drinks when he spotted a gaggle of the women standing together.

In the twenty minutes it took for Edward to secure the bouncer a blowjob from one of the 'attractive' girls, Jasper had just made it up to the bar for drinks. He ordered Edward's usual and a drink for himself and was just receiving the drinks when Edward found him.

"I spotted Mike in a booth if you want to sit for a bit," Jasper said.

Edward wrinkled his nose in distaste, he didn't like Mike. And Mike didn't like Edward.

"There's no place else to sit, Edward," Jasper pressed.

"Yes, I guess it'll just have to do, won't it?"

Edward sighed and rolled his eyes as Jasper frowned at him.

"It's fine," he allowed.

Jasper led the way, carrying both of their drinks while Edward followed reluctantly behind. The dance floor was still too crowded for him to really enjoy it like he would want to, and now that they had drinks, he wouldn't mind sitting to savor them.

True to form, Mike had an enthusiastic greeting for Jasper but said absolutely nothing to Edward as he made room for one.

Jasper would gladly have let Edward take the spot, but neither Mike nor Edward wanted to sit by the other. Jasper sat down and urged an off-put looking Edward down into his lap. He frowned and squirmed around, eyeing the other men around the table with indifference. He didn't recognize most of the others.

"Jasper, this is James, Seth, Jacob, and Sam. You already know Riley and Tyler, of course. Guys, this is Jasper."

Edward didn't bother following along with who was who, he didn't really care. Mike wasn't going to introduce him anyway, so if they didn't know his name, he didn't need to know there's.

Jasper replied with a polite greeting before introducing Edward. Edward generously looked around the table when he was introduced. Most of the men just nodded, some didn't do anything. The skinnier of the two dark complexioned men stood and leaned over the table, offering Edward his hand.

He had a wide smile that Edward found charming. Not wanting to be blatantly rude to someone he didn't even know, he leaned to meet him, clasping his hand.

"I'm Seth, it's wonderful to meet you."

Edward tried not to grimace at the boy laying it on thick, he couldn't blame him, but he was put off by it. He was cute, obviously still young.

He would make someone a nice plaything, Edward thought, it's too bad Jasper and I aren't looking.

As Edward settled back down into Jasper's lap, the blond wrapped his arms tightly around Edward's hips and held him comfortably in place. Edward leaned back against Jasper's chest, turning his head to affectionately nuzzle at Jasper's clean shaven jaw.

"Love you," he whispered, kissing his boyfriend's cheek.

The intensely affectionate, proud stare that Jasper settled on Edward made his chest tight. He knew that Jasper was proud to have him, and deeply in love with him, but the looks they shared sometimes spoke even beyond that. There was a certain devotion they shared with each other―they weren't just boyfriends. They had known the moment they met that they belonged together. They were soul mates, made for only the other, so the shared looks of love spoke volumes.

Edward was just leaning in to kiss Jasper when one of the men in the booth caught his eyes. He was sitting right next to Mike, practically leering in Jasper's direction. Possessively, Edward felt the need to make it even more obvious than it already was that Jasper was his.

He leaned in, kissing Jasper hard, making sure everyone saw it as he tongue fucked his boyfriend's mouth. Jasper responded eagerly, one hand sliding up his shirt and the other going to the back of Edward's neck―he nearly touched his hair before thinking better of it. When Edward bit down lightly on his lip, he moaned loudly enough for everyone around them to hear it. With a self-satisfied smirk, he pulled back, giving the one with the leer a 'he's mine, fuck off' glare.

As conversation around the table picked back up, that man just couldn't keep his eyes off Jasper―who was oblivious, of course. Jasper sipped on his drink, chatting away, while Edward did nothing to join in, absently playing with a straw while he tried to ignore that asshole who kept looking at his boyfriend. And flirting. And Jasper didn't even fucking notice...

With a sigh, Edward decided he needed to be a bit clearer with the both of them. He needed Jasper's attention, and he needed that other guy to back off.

Pretending to like the song that was on, he decided he had three minutes to accomplish his task. He lightly started to gyrate his hips to the beat, tapping his fingers and swaying lightly, mouthing the lyrics.

He heard Jasper's sharp intake of breath when he ground his hips down just a bit harder. Jasper's hands went to the edge of the table and gripped hard as Edward leaned back and whispered the dirty lyrics in his ear, rolling his body against him.

Jasper had no idea if they were being watched by the others at the table as Edward practically gave him a lap dance, all he knew was that Edward's ass rubbing over his crotch was going to end up embarrassing him. Dancing on the floor with Edward was one thing, Edward usually focused on himself there and just danced and had fun, but here at the table as he ground down, his focus was all on Jasper. If he didn't stop, Jasper was going to have a problem.

Thankfully, when the song ended, so did Edward's grinding. In a way, Jasper was happy, but his dick was painfully hard trapped under Edward's weight, and he almost wished Edward would have kept going, consequences be damned―at least then his dick wouldn't have been a distracting, aching nuisance.

Edward sat back against Jasper completely, his teeth sinking into the soft lobe of his ear before hot breath tickled as Edward spoke. "You're poking me, Jazzy."

"Well, it's your own fault," Jasper replied defensively.

Edward's eyebrows shot up at that, fixing his boyfriend with an incredulous look. "How is that my fault, you're the one who can't control yourself," he fired back.

Jasper had no reply to that; technically, Edward had a point. It was his own fault he couldn't keep his dick down.

Having lost track of the conversation, Jasper didn't even try to pick up where he'd left off when Edward started to grind on him. Tossing back the last of his drink, he was shocked to find Edward's drink looking untouched. He worried for a moment that he hadn't gotten Edward the right thing.

Distractedly, Edward finally picked up the drink, taking one small sip. Jasper noticed the grimace right away and Edward grabbed Jasper's empty glass, spitting the mouthful into it.

"What's wrong, Edward?" Jasper asked nervously, fearful it was indeed his fault.

"There's something wrong with that drink."

He watched as his boyfriend's head shot up then, looking across the table. He looked down at his drink again then up one last time, before picking up the drink and handing it to Jasper.

"You try it," Edward said.

He stared across the table as Jasper raised the glass to his lips and took a sip. It tasted fine to him, and he told Edward so.

"It doesn't taste fine, it's bad. Get me a new one," Edward demanded.

"Okay. Same thing or something different this time?" Jasper yielded.

"Same thing. It better taste right this time, and would you hurry?" Edward said, sliding out of Jasper's lap.

"Why do you let him talk to you that way?" Mike snapped.

Startled, Jasper looked from Mike to Edward, noticing the way his boyfriend's body was rigid.

"Talk to me what way?" Jasper asked, slowly looking back at Mike.

"What way? Are you serious right now?" Mike posed disbelievingly. "He treats you like shit, Jasper! Why do you let him order you around like some little bitch?"

"I love him," Jasper said with a shrug. "He's never treated me like shit, and I would do anything he asked. I love him for who he is."

"So, what, you two have a Dom and sub relationship?" the man with the longer hair asked. Jasper remembered his name as being James. He was the guy Edward seemed to be glaring at most of the night. "I didn't take you for a sub, Jasper. Good to know," he said, grinning lasciviously.

"Uh, no," Jasper said uncomfortably. He didn't really see what the big deal was, why it was any of their business and he wasn't about to divulge their bedroom habits to the group. Jasper knew well which of them tended to be more dominant in bed.

Trying to be inconspicuous about it, Jasper grabbed Edward's hand and leaned into his ear to ask him, "Are you going to be okay here? Do you want to come with me?"

He expected the glare Edward gave him, but he had to ask anyway. He knew Edward wouldn't walk away from the group, even if they were being assholes to him and didn't like him. Walking away would be like admitting defeat―Edward would never truly submit that fully.

With a nod and a squeeze to Edward's hand, Jasper left for more drinks.

Curling his lips, Edward distastefully looked at the place he was supposed to sit next to Mike. Mike, of course, immediately scooted over, blocking the spot.

"Oh, come on, assholes," someone said.

Then Seth pushed his way out from the booth and stood next to Edward. "Make some fucking room," Seth said, glowering at the men on the side opposite of Mike.

Once there was enough room, Seth took a seat and patted the end of the bench next to him. Edward sat down and crossed his legs, ignoring everyone as he waited for Jasper to get back.

He tried to ignore them anyway, but that long-haired one who kept looking at Jasper was addressing him. "What are you supposed to be anyway?" he asked. "Are you in drag, 'cause if you are, you make one ugly fucking chick."

Edward contemplated not dignifying the question with a response, but he was bored so he decided to talk. "You're one to talk with that hideous mop that you call hair. No, I'm not into drag, Jasper picked my clothes," he said, brushing his hand over his pink sequined top.

"Hmm, always wondered if Jasper was into chicks. Guess that proves it then, huh?" Mike sneered.

Edward rolled his eyes. "Oh, please. Even if Jasper were into girls, he wouldn't touch you and your tiny dick with a ten foot pole, Michael. I'm all man, and you better fucking believe Jasper knows it and loves every. Last. Inch of me," Edward said pointedly.

Someone snickered quietly before whispering, "Seth, close your mouth."

Edward looked to his right, indeed finding Seth slack jawed and staring at him with lust.

The comments toward him didn't stop, but Edward worked harder to ignore them. He'd heard it all before, it was jealously laced with bitterness that they couldn't be as perfect as Edward or have what Edward had.

He even tried to ignore the boy next to him who was frankly getting annoying with his heavy breathing and shifting around. It was expected that the boy would find Edward attractive, but acting like a horny dog wasn't going to do anything for him.

The poor kid even tried to woo Edward a little bit. "You're beautiful," Seth whispered at Edward.

Edward huffed out a breath, turning to face the boy slightly. He didn't bother keeping his voice down as he said, "Look, sweetie, no hard feelings, but that's just insulting. I know I'm the hottest person in this club, and you're a cute boy and all, but you just don't stand a chance. 'You're beautiful' might work on someone a little more drunk or... ugly. Nice try though. Better luck next time."

Having had enough, Edward pushed away from the booth and went to search for Jasper.

Jasper was still waiting for drinks when he spotted the sparkling of Edward's bright shirt. He stood out so perfectly amongst all the shirtless and plainly dressed bodies. Edward weaved through the crowd, trying to find Jasper, and when they finally reconnected, Edward shoved himself against Jasper's side. He didn't let Edward see the frown that overtook his face, fearing he'd misunderstand it for something it wasn't.

Edward rarely had to be on Jasper's arm at all times, usually just on nights that were in some way draining. Jasper could guess what exactly was getting to his boy and he held him tight to his side as the crowd slowly thinned and they neared the bar. Jasper would gladly hold Edward all night, but the dejected mood that seemed to be coming back wasn't a good sign. This night was supposed to be fun. He should have known better than to leave him alone with those men that didn't understand him.

For as tough and ruthless as Edward was, he could be very fragile too.

"Do you have any idea how much I love you?" Jasper whispered into Edward ear, fingers trailing up and down his side soothingly.

"Why?" Edward asked. Looking up into Jasper's eyes, he repeated, "Why do you love me, Jazz?"

It wasn't a serious question really. Edward knew why Jasper loved him; he just needed to hear it from his beautiful mouth again.

Jasper lightly cupped Edward's face in his palms. "Are you kidding, Edward? How couldn't I love you?" he asked, shaking his head. "You're so fucking gorgeous, in every way. You're witty and smart, you're the only person I know who can do anything and everything. You always know what you want and you're not afraid to put your foot down. You're fucking hot as hell, sexier than anyone I could have imagined. You're perfect for me, you're the only person I ever want to be with. When you laugh, I fall in love with you all over again and can't help laughing myself, no matter how shitty of a mood I'm in. You're my prince, you're mine, and I still can't believe you want me too, but I'm so glad you love me. I love you more than words can say, Edward."

Edward couldn't help thinking that hearing that would never get old as he sighed and wrapped both of his arms around Jasper's waist.

When they finally got their drinks, Edward hesitantly tasted his before leaving the bar. He wouldn't let Jasper sip his own until he also tasted it.

"This one tastes fine to me, what do you think?" Edward asked.

Tasting it, Jasper nodded his head, not willing to admit out loud that it tasted exactly the same to him as the last one had.

Thankfully the crowd was starting to thin some and they were able to find a small table to drink at. A number of the people had now moved to the upper level, where the more elicit action took place. It was strictly off limits for the both of them, neither being interested in narcotics or public―or group―sex.

They enjoyed their drinks together, Jasper trying to ignore the pounding of pain in his head from the smell and the loud atmosphere. He knew Edward would want to dance soon; he hoped that his drink would soothe instead of worsen his headache.

Sure enough, as soon as Edward had nursed his glass dry, he hopped up and grabbed Jasper's hand.

The dance floor was still more packed than Edward would have liked, but after some searching, he found a spot that was open enough to avoid getting ground on by any sweaty pigs.

He started off slow, letting Jasper loosen up some before really getting into it. Jasper wasn't the best or most original dancer, but Edward loved him regardless. He wished Jasper could be an equal dance partner to him, but even with the dance classes he'd made him take, it still didn't happen. He just learned to accept it.

As Jasper started to relax into his movements, Edward brought himself closer to his boyfriend, his hands on Jasper's side guiding their bodies to a matched rhythm. Jasper was better at dancing with a partner than dancing by himself, but Edward couldn't stand dancing with him when he was stiff like a board and making jerky movements. He had to let himself go first.

Sliding one arm over Jasper's shoulder, he stepped in close, pressing their chests together as they swayed and writhed. It didn't take long for their thighs to be pressed tight against the other's crotch, bringing each of them to an aroused state.

Edward growled lightly as Jasper tightened his grip on his hips, spinning Edward around so his ass was pressed tightly to his groin. Edward reached his hands behind Jasper's neck and pushed back into his lover as hard as he could as he moved with the music. Jasper kept one of his hands at Edward's hips, but the other he moved down to unabashedly rub the length he could feel straining beneath the thin fabric of his leggings―beneath the lacy fabric of his panties.

When Jasper jumped forward, they both nearly crashed to the floor. Edward nearly snapped at Jasper, but noticed the hulking figure behind him before he did.

It was that creepy ass long-haired fucker from the table, and he had his hands all over Jasper's body.

"Dance with me," Edward heard that stupid fucker say.

"No thanks," Jasper said, shrugging away from the freak.

Edward saw red. 'No thanks,' that was the best he could do? How many times did he have to fucking tell Jasper that being polite wasn't going to get him anywhere?

"You need a real man, Jasper, I can give you what you need."

Edward couldn't help it, he busted out laughing, which of course made Jasper chuckle. Grabbing his still hard dick through his tight pants, he squeezed it in emphasis for the douche bag who couldn't take a hint that he wasn't wanted. Even in the dim light, Edward knew that fucker could see what he was packing as his eyes widened.

"Do you see this? I'm the real man here, so do everyone a favor and fuck off already."

The man just stood there, looking too stupid to comprehend exactly what was going on.

"Get," Edward shrieked at him, waving his hand as if shooing a dog.

"Scared he'll find out how much better he could have than you?" the creep sneered.

"Can't take a hint that you're not wanted?" Edward shot right back.

There was another pause, and the idiot seemed to admit his―as should have been expected―defeat.

"You're missing out," he finally managed to say.

Edward couldn't hold back the very undignified snort he made before bursting out with laughter again. He just really couldn't be serious, could he? He was atrocious! So far out of Jasper's league that he shouldn't have been able to even look at him.

Some people were just that dull. Edward couldn't believe he'd been jealous about the man staring at Jasper not-so-long before. What had he been thinking getting jealous of that? It's not like Jasper would have ever considered even touching him.

Shaking it off, Edward grabbed Jasper and pulled him close, reviving their dirty dancing quickly, as if that idiot had never shown up.

"You're all sweaty," Edward whined as he tried to wrap his arms around Jasper's torso.

"I'm sorry," Jasper apologized, trying to hide his obvious pit-stains. He always got uncomfortably hot out on the dance floor; sweat-wet clothing always grossed Edward out.

"Take it off," Edward said, stepping back enough to allow Jasper the room to remove his shirt.

Jasper peeled his shirt away from his damp skin, wiped himself down as much as he could, and tucked the shirt sleeves into his jeans to ensure he didn't lose it. Edward didn't seem to mind his warm, sticky skin, he simply hated the sweat-stained clothes.

They went back to dancing again, both of them pressing as close to the other as they could get. Edward's top was irritating and abrasive on Jasper's bare chest but he didn't say anything. It was easy enough to ignore when Edward was pressing between his legs. The rough sequined material actually felt good when it brushed harshly over his nipples, sending shivers through his body.

Edward knew that Jasper was starting to lose it a bit when his hands came down to his ass, kneading roughly as he panted next to Edward's ear. He could feel how hard Jasper's cock was in his jeans, he knew the friction between their grinding hips had to feel good for him too.

Edward had no idea what time it was or how long they'd been grinding on each other, but the crowd on the floor had thinned out again. They were both slick with sweat and Edward was getting ready to leave soon, hating the feel of a layer of grime that seemed to have built up on his skin.

Jasper's harsh grunt in his ear gave him a whole other reason to want to leave. The whimper and shudder that followed clouded his brain with lust and he didn't let Jasper pull away when he tried to.

"I have to stop," Jasper panted. "Edward, fuck," he whined, spurring Edward's grinding on further, strengthening his resolve. "Edward, I have to stop, I'm gonna... Fuck."

"You're gonna what?" Edward repeated back.

But he knew. Jasper was too wound up, and Edward had a wicked plan. He knew that Jasper was on the brink of losing it right there on the dance floor, and he wanted it, badly.

"Cum," Jasper confirmed in a whisper, his hips jerking when Edward ground on him even harder than before.

"So cum. I don't want to stop," Edward said firmly.

"Edward, please," Jasper whined.

"Please what, Jasper? You don't want to cum?"

"N-no. Not here," Jasper stuttered, breathless.

All pretenses of dancing were gone, Edward was fucking his boyfriend with their clothes on that dance floor, desperately needing to watch him lose it in front of everyone. That would show them who he belonged to. Jasper wanted it too, Edward could feel it in the way he was shoving his hips forward just as forcefully.

"Cum, Jasper," Edward said, quiet and sure. "Show me how good it feels, show me what I do to you."

Jasper bit down on his lip, muffling a moan. Edward turned his head into Jasper's neck, licking his salty skin before sucking on his 'sweet spot' hard enough to bruise. Jasper's lips parted with a gasp and it only took a few more seconds before he was groaning into Edward's ear, his cock pulsing against Edward's thigh.

"There you go, love, cum for me," Edward purred.

It was so fucking hot feeling Jasper's hips jerk reflexively, feeling the throb of his cock as he came all over himself. Edward could hardly contain his urge to dry-fuck himself to his own orgasm.

He wanted to walk out of there the superior, though. He wanted everyone to look at them as they left and notice the bright red mark on Jasper's neck and the dark wet stain on his jeans and know without a doubt that he was Edward's.

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The car ride home was uncomfortable for Jasper, he felt sticky and dirty―but he didn't really mind because it was worth the look on Edward's face.

He'd been right earlier, he was going to get laid, and it was going to be fucking amazing.

Edward was shit at obeying speed limits―it was why Jasper usually drove―and they made it home at least five minutes faster than Jasper could have got them there.

Neither paused when the engine cut off. The garage door hadn't even finished closing before they were in the house, both of them grasping at the other's clothing and attempting to tear them off.

Edward's sequined top was left in the kitchen with their shoes, Jasper's shirt, jeans, and underwear were all left by the couch. Edward made it to the bedroom still in his leggings. Jasper shoved him on the bed roughly and gripped the waistband firmly. Not having the patience for anymore teasing, he nearly ripped them off, along with the underwear.

He couldn't regret not seeing Edward in those panties again, his hard cock dripping precum onto his stomach was so much better.

Jasper licked away the string of precum from Edward's skin before sucking his cock into his mouth. Edward hissed with pleasure and bucked his hips up, forcing more into Jasper mouth. He barely had time to relax his throat before Edward was eagerly getting more of his cock into Jasper. He swallowed him down, holding his breath and ignoring the urge to gag. He held Edward deep in his throat for as long as he could before he needed air again, then pulled all the way off.

He stepped up to the nightstand and quickly found their lube and condoms. He tossed the condom down next to Edward and snapped the cap open on the lube, squirting some onto his fingers and tossing that down as well.

Jasper had barely started to rub the lube into his fingers to warm it up when Edward grabbed him by the hair and forced his mouth toward his cock.

"Suck me," he urged gruffly.

Jasper licked teasingly at his head before gripping Edward's legs and forcing him further onto the bed so he could join. He kneeled between Edward spread thighs and took his cock into his mouth again, then slid his fingers down below Edward's balls, massaging the warmed lube between his cheeks.

Edward groaned as Jasper slicked up his fingers, sliding them back and forth through his lubed crack. Edward's entrance fluttered with anticipation every time the tip of Jasper's finger circled it, but still, he couldn't resist toying with him longer.

"Fuck, get your cock up here," Edward moaned as Jasper continued sucking and teasing. "Don't stop," he added, "just turn around. I want to taste you."

Jasper maneuvered around, placing his knees on either side of Edward's shoulders, putting his cock right over Edward's mouth. He moaned around Edward's dick when he took his first lick.

Edward could taste Jasper's earlier release on his skin and greedily sucked as much of him into his mouth as he could, licking the salty taste from him. His mouth opened wide with a groan when Jasper finally pushed a slick finger into him, meeting little resistance with the relaxed and horny state Edward was in. Edward sucked hard at Jasper's cock and moaned as a second finger entered him, curling up right to the spot that made Edward's toes curl.

Neither of them were patient enough for slow teasing anymore and Edward nodded when Jasper pulled off of his cock to ask him if he was ready.

When Jasper dismounted, Edward immediately rolled over, keeping his upper body on the bed and aiming his ass at Jasper. Jasper couldn't help groaning out loud at the sight of Edward's ass poised up in the air and spread open for him, so ready to be fucked.

He rolled the condom down his cock and lubricated it then jumped back up onto the bed, settling in behind Edward.

"Don't fucking tease me," Edward warned.

Jasper slid his dick through Edward's crack a few times anyway, teasing over his hole with the head of his cock. Edward didn't hesitate to reach back and smack Jasper's ass.

"Fuck me. Now," he demanded.

Jasper moved slowly, pushing past Edward's tightness with care until heat enveloped him completely. He loved the feeling of Edward's smooth skin under his hands, his skin was like silk beneath his palms. Jasper kept himself neatly trimmed, but he wasn't hairless like Edward.

Their bodies contrasted perfectly, in Jasper's opinion. His was slightly tanned, faintly muscled, with sparse, light colored hairs on his arms and legs. Edward was pale and pristine, not an ounce of fat on his slim, long body, not a hair marring his beautiful skin.

As the slow, steady slap of their skin filled the room, Jasper again thought about whether Edward enjoyed the contrast or not. He assumed he did, Edward wasn't one to be shy about something he didn't like and if Jasper's coarse leg hair bothered him, he would have said something. Jasper thought he liked it.

Purposely, he held onto Edward's hips, balls to balls, and ground into Edward. Edward moaned loudly, pushing back even harder. Jasper considered what it would feel like having smooth skin against rough.

"Fuck me," Edward said punctuating the words with another slap to Jasper's ass, pulling him from his thoughts.

Jasper collected Edward's wrists in his hands, pushing them up above Edward's head while he leaned over him. Pulling out as far as he could in the position, he thrust back in hard and fast. "Like this?" he asked into Edward's ear, holding him down on the bed.

"Fuck yes, more," Edward moaned.

Jasper did as he was told, slamming forward into Edward.

"No, fuck, not that hard yet, Jazz," Edward hissed. "Let me go. On your back," he demanded.

Jasper complied quickly, pulling out to switch their position. Edward climbed on top of him and slid easily down onto Jasper's cock. They generally started fucking with Edward on top because he was so fucking picky about the first five minutes. He always wanted it harder and softer, faster and slower all at the same time until he got into the rhythm.

Jasper loved watching him ride too. He loved the view of Edward bouncing on his cock, eyes so dark with lust and mouth open with gasps and moans of pleasure.

"Raise your knees and hold my hips," Edward ordered.

Jasper did, using his arms to help support Edward's weight and aid him along without guiding his movement.

"I need lube."

Freeing up one hand, Jasper quickly found the bottle and opened it, squirting some onto Edward's offered fingers. He watched, transfixed, as Edward's wet fingers glided along the length of his cock, twisting slightly and circling over the sensitive head while he continued to bounce up and down on Jasper.

Just as Jasper really started to get into the motions, helping Edward along with his hips and his hands, Edward pulled off and laid down.

"Come here," he beckoned.

Jasper flipped over onto his knees, crawling between Edward's legs and pushing into his loosened hole. His eyes still rolled back in his head as his balls tapped against Edward ass. Spreading his legs wide, Edward raised his hips slightly, opening himself up further.

"Fuck me, Jazz, hard, fast, and deep."

Jasper didn't start off full force, and Edward used his fingernails against Jasper's hips to guide him to what felt the best. The harder Edward's nails cut into his flesh, the better it was. Edward's loud moans helped indicate his immense pleasure.

Jasper wasn't expecting Edward's next request. When Edward said, "Get your toy," Jasper froze.

"W-what?" he stuttered.

Jasper knew that Edward liked to watch him play with his toy, but he'd never made him stop fucking to start playing instead. He was more than a little hesitant to quit what they'd already started.

"Get your toy, Jasper. I want you to fuck yourself while you're fucking me."

Jasper moaned loudly at that request, it wasn't something Edward had asked him to do before. It was a request he was more than happy to fulfill.

Although Edward primarily was the bottom of their relationship, Jasper also liked being fucked. He topped more often than not, but sometimes Edward would give in and fuck him. For times when he wouldn't, Jasper had his toy. He wished he would have thought of fucking himself while he fucked Edward sooner.

Jasper lubed his toy while Edward watched; Jasper was obviously eager, barely able to contain his excitement as he bucked his hips, filling Edward with erratic, jerky thrusts.

Edward reached behind Jasper and gripped his ass, spreading him open for the toy. "Start slow," he instructed, loving the way his boyfriend was panting with arousal.

Jasper's grunts and groans as he filled himself up made Edward tighten―next time he would ride reverse on Jasper's cock and fuck him with the dildo.

With that thought, Edward tightened his hold on Jasper's ass and ground his hips, needing to feel him moving inside of him. Jasper moved slowly, as Edward had told him to, filling Edward up in long thrusts just as he filled himself up.

It was more difficult than he'd imagined it would be. The dual stimulation of having Edward stretched tightly around his dick and having his toy stretching him was almost too much to take. He knew if he picked up the pace of their fucking, he'd blow his load within minutes.

Edward knew it too; he knew Jasper well. He loved watching his lover fucking himself with his toy so much because of the raw desire that seemed to take over him when he had that plastic dick in his hand. He was more uninhibited than ever when he was fucking himself, and that was exactly why Edward had asked him to do it.

Knowing Jasper wouldn't be able to last long was part of Edward's plan. He wouldn't admit it to Jasper, but he wasn't going to last either. If Jasper couldn't hold on, Edward wouldn't have to.

"Faster," Edward urged.

Jasper whimpered and moaned, fucking and getting fucked all at the same time. It was too much and not enough at the same time, feeling the toy hitting just like he needed it to and having Edward hot and tight around him.

"Edward," Jasper gasped, wanting to warn him how close he already was.

He used his free hand to stroke Edward's stiff cock, hoping he could bring him to his release too.

"Harder," Edward growled. Even as Jasper slammed into him as hard as he could, Edward still beg for more, faster, deeper, harder.

With a sob, Jasper cried, "I can't, Edward, I can't."

And with that Jasper's body tensed, his ass clenching down tight on the toy deep inside of him as he tried desperately to keep fucking Edward while his cock pulsed.

Jasper let go of Edward's cock and fell onto his palm, body shaking and shuddering as the intense orgasm washed though him.

"Fuck, fuck," he gasped over and over, completely overcome. He couldn't remember ever cumming this hard.

Edward used his hand to get himself off, the sight of Jasper losing all control being exactly what he needed to let go.

Jasper was still trembling and moaning when Edward began shooting his hot load all over the both of them. All they could hear was the sound of the other grunting in their ear as Edward rode out his orgasm and Jasper came down from his.

They were both exhausted, and Jasper was still trying to catch his breath and calm down when he pulled out of Edward and rid himself of the used condom. Taking the dildo out of his ass started his quivering all over again.

He wanted to collapse into the pillows and go to sleep, but before he could, Edward said, "Strip the bed and come meet me in the shower. And clean that up so you can put it away for next time," he finished, pointing at Jasper's toy.

Edward disappeared into the bathroom and Jasper wanted nothing more than to just go to sleep, sweat, lube, and smell be damned.

Instead, he did as Edward asked.

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As I cracked my eyes open, I groaned at the brightness breaching my heavy lids and rolled away from the offending sunlight streaming through the window. I came into contact with his hard body and sighed happily, snuggling against his warmth.

He smelled so fucking good. I hoped like hell he didn't regret last night because I wanted to do this again. I wanted to do this a lot again, preferably every night. Waking up to him was much better than waking up to an empty bed every morning. Going to bed with him couldn't even compare to being alone.

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Without another thought, I pushed my leg over the top of his and closed my eyes, breathing in the scent of his skin and hair. There was no way to describe how he smelled, it was simply a unique, complex mixture that belonged solely to him. Lingering were the scents of the night before, bringing a contented smile to my face.

The smell of the salty ocean was left lightly on his skin. His hair smelled strongly of the smoke from the campfire. Traces of my own smell were evident on him. The heady scent of sex still remained heavy.

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The smell of maple syrup confused me, as it didn't fit anywhere into our night, nor did he ever smell of syrup to me before. But the room around us smelled thickly of food, of breakfast, pancakes, I thought. I titled my head back and inhaled, pondering for a moment if I was losing my mind, but the smell grew more powerful. Maple and cinnamon filled my nostrils and my stomach rumbled with hunger.

I cracked my eyelids and gasped in horror, not at all expecting to find what I did staring back, looking equally as horrified as I felt.

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When I met Edward Cullen for the first time, I thought I had just encountered the truest, most pure form of human perfection ever created.

His skin was like smooth porcelain, poured over the figure of a Greek God. He was all long limbs, lines of wiry muscles, raw power without the bulk of a bodybuilder.

His hair was like wildfire, so bright and out of control. No one could tame it if they tried, but I doubt anyone wanted to. It fit well with his youthful face. So young, yet showing undertones of the beautiful man he would become.

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It didn't take long for me to realize he had flaws just like the rest of us, only his made him more beautiful.

He snorted when he truly laughed, as I learned after really hearing him let loose for the first time.

His eyesight was terrible, but he only wore his glasses when he thought no one was looking.

He was all out a geeky boy when you really got him talking.

His only ugly flaw was his need to please everyone. He liked to hide who he really was and I set out to change that unattractive trait myself.

OooO

Moving to the very small town Forks had been a difficult transition for me. I was used to larger cities, dryer air, and people minding their own goddamn business. Mom had wanted to try something new, a small town, she thought, would be easier to survive in.

She wasn't wrong, but she wasn't right either.

Her being a single parent had been tough for the both of us, but I think we were better people without my no-good deserting father.

Moving was common for us, but the small town was surprisingly harder to find our place in. The Cullens helped.

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Mom loved her hectic nursing job at Forks' hospital, but even with me working part-time for a local carpenter, all we had to show for our hard work was a rundown, rat nest of an apartment.

Dr. Carlisle Cullen was always offering her hours, and it was appreciated, but sometimes I think she worked more than she slept.

Groceries were expensive, even when I tried to eat as little as possible, and mom was adamant about saving for my non-existent college fund. She spent way too much of her time worrying about me, she needed to care more for herself.

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Being in Edward's biology class and having him as my lab partner was both a blessing and a curse. He was brilliant, in so many ways, and I was... just me. I had never been the brightest boy around, but Edward was very patient with me. He never let me slack off; he knew just how to explain things to me without making me feel stupid, he loved studying. He really made studying fun, but it was incredibly difficult to focus at times.

The blessing was getting to know the real Edward. The curse was falling in love with him.

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I'd known I was gay from a fairly young age. I think I was about eleven when I told my mom that I thought boys were pretty. She was supportive from the get-go, agreeing that boys were very pretty, but only a small number of people realized just that.

She taught me to be okay with who I was, even when I started getting bullied and beat up at school. She loved me regardless of who I found attractive, who I wanted, when everyone else wrote me off.

My mother was my champion, my lighthouse when I battled rough seas.

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I didn't come out when we moved to Forks, but it didn't have much to do with any insecurity. I knew it was likely we would pack up and move again before long, and I didn't think it likely at all that I would be interested in anyone from the small town. Mostly I was concerned that no one else would be gay, and I feared not having any friends at all.

Edward was a wonderful friend, and I was deathly afraid of him finding out that I was keeping a secret from him.

I was convinced he wasn't gay.

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Discovering all the joys that Edward kept hidden from everyone else made me feel like such a fucking hypocrite. I wanted nothing more from him than to see him be himself, because he was all colors of beautiful when he snorted, glasses on, reading his Captain America comics. Yet, I lied to him every day that I didn't tell him who I really was.

I couldn't think of one foolproof way to tell him that I was gay that didn't include revealing my attraction to him as well. Lying my ass off on a daily basis was my only choice.

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When Edward and I studied, I preferred to keep the location as neutral as possible. I didn't go to his house and he didn't come to mine, we used libraries or even just an outdoor picnic table if it wasn't raining. Getting him alone in a private place would have been far too much temptation for me to handle and I wasn't keen on torturing myself that completely.

But when the holidays approached and we needed to study, a house was our only option. When he offered to drive to mine―I didn't have a car―I could only tell him yes.

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The first time my mom met Edward, she knew.

I was practically shaking with nerves, but he imperturbably led the way into the living room, ignoring every fault the apartment had like it wasn't there.

My mom took one look at me, shook her head, and sighed. I begged her with my eyes not to say anything, and I knew she wouldn't. She'd never betray me.

But she did. She left me alone with Edward in the cramped space. His glasses were on and our books littered the floor.

I only touched his hand, but it was still too much.

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I liked to think that my mom was pretty cool. She didn't give me curfews, ground me, or even raise her voice a whole lot, but I still felt well-disciplined. I was never tempted to bitch about her the way the other kids did at school, but I think that had something to do with growing up with only her. She was my mother and my father, my grandparents and extended family. I had no one else.

But when she sat me down at eighteen years old and told me I had to tell him, I had no one left.

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If there was anyone in this world I expected to understand me, it was my mom, but she didn't. She had no idea what it felt like; she didn't know the insecurity that came with being gay.

I ignored her advice for the first time in my life because she was wrong. I didn't have to tell him. I wouldn't lose him if I just kept lying. Having him as a friend was better than not having him at all.

She stridently disagreed. She said lying wouldn't get me anywhere and that if anyone deserved the truth, it was Edward.

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Her words festered for weeks, and I was too ashamed to admit to knowing she was right. I knew all along that Edward needed the truth, but I was so fucking scared.

I'd never been much of a coward and I had always faced challenges head on before, but this was the first time I was putting my heart in someone else's hands.

It was terrifying, and as much as I wanted him to know, I couldn't bear the thought of losing him either. So I lied to him some more and ignored the advice from my most trusted confidant.

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When finals rolled around, Edward wanted to take me to his house almost every day to study. I didn't like going, mostly because his mom volunteered the evening shift at the local shelter and his father worked long hours at the hospital, which left us alone in that enormous house together.

He was never pushy, but he was always offering me dinner and to let me spend the night. Sometimes I just gave in, using the excuse that we had to study and it wasn't fair to make him drive back into town again. Finals were incredibly important, life-altering exams.

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It took only the first few times of sleeping in Edward's room for me to discover exactly just how unsafe it was.

He admitted he liked to sleep nude, but he kept it 'PG-13' for me. That meant he slept in his underwear. And his underwear fucking killed me.

How in the hell was I supposed to stay in the same room with him while he wore nothing but a pair of skintight black boxer-briefs, 'Daredevil' plastered across his ass in red and two Daredevil 'D's on his bulge.

And what a bulge he had.

I was so fucking screwed!

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The mornings after I would stay at Edward's house, I would get up at six o'clock so his dad could take me home on his way to work.

He was a nice man who always had a good word to say about my mom. I liked him a lot. I could easily see where Edward got not only his good looks, but his quiet and polite way of speaking and his nerdiness.

I hadn't yet met Mrs. Cullen, she wasn't out and about at six in the morning, but from her pictures, I knew she gave Edward his red hair.

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It took much longer than it should have, but ultimately I decided I couldn't go on being so close to Edward, yet so far away at the same time.

He had to know, and I had to be the one to tell him.

He was such a beautiful person, and I really was falling in love with him, I couldn't just continue to betray him.

I knew him, or I hoped I knew him, and I think he could come to accept me. I loved him and wanted him, but I wouldn't tell him that, only that I was gay.

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I did it at school, that way I could walk home if I had to. He leaned up against the cold brick building and asked me what was up.

I stood before him, hunched shoulders and bowed head, so fucking scared I couldn't even look up. "I'm gay, Edward," I said, more to my shoes than him.

He was silent for only a moment, though it felt like an eternity. "Really?" he asked, incredulous.

I nodded my head minutely in response, my throat too tight for words to pass.

"Okay. We're still going down to the beach, right?" he asked.

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Edward, at times, could completely space out and get lost in his own world. The whole afternoon at the beach, that was how he was.

He was thinking, and I wasn't sure I wanted to know what was on his mind. He just looked so... lost. Stuck... in his head, with his thoughts. I imagined he was probably pretty confused. At least he didn't appear angry.

He said little to me even after he tired of the smell of burning wood and beach, and he drove me to his house. It was in his bedroom that the torrent came out.

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My fears were unfounded. Edward accepted me readily, only angered by the fact that I hadn't felt comfortable enough to tell him.

But then he surprised the hell out of me and said he had been hiding something too. He told me he had been attracted to me since the day we first met.

His face flushed dark with color after his admission and I could do nothing but stare at him as he shifted around uncomfortably, refusing to look up from the history notes in his lap.

I could hardly pull a breath in to ask him to repeat.

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He thought I was hot. Hot. He used the word hot to describe me.

It sounded so foreign passing through his lips.

He seemed to me more like the type of guy to say 'appealing' or even 'handsome'. But he called me hot.

Fucking hot.

And that word sounded so goddamn sexy when he said it.

"I think you're hot," is what he'd told me, blushing beautifully and studying his notes.

I couldn't catch my breath if I fucking chased and cornered it.

He left me breathless, staring, wondering, hoping with just those four words.

What exactly did they mean?

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I didn't have the coherency to ask him if he wanted me. I wouldn't have been able to find the words in my addled brain.

He just sat there on the floor, bashfully pretending to read my notes. He wasn't fooling me, he hadn't turned the page in ten minutes.

If I couldn't ask with words, than I had to ask him somehow.

He didn't move as I crawled across the floor, shoving the notes aside as I neared. He didn't move as I crawled right into his lap. He didn't move when I grabbed his hair and leaned in.

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My lips touching his was like flipping a switch. He went from unmoving to responding so passionately he nearly threw me off balance with just the slightest touch.

The sound that came out of his mouth as our lips finally met for the first time went straight to my cock.

I responded with a moan, leaning into him harder and he unhesitatingly grabbed my ass, bringing me closer yet.

But I had to ask.

I pulled back away from him, bracing my hands against the back of my ankles to ease my lightheadness.

"Are you sure? You want me?"

"Yes."

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His eyes felt like fingers raking over my skin as he drew them slowly up my body. They lingered over all the right spots, showing me how he wanted me and turning me on more with every look.

When he finally reached my face, I leaned into him again, pressing what I could of my body to him while standing over him on my knees. His eyes were such a shockingly bright green as he stared up at me, neither of us blinking as I looked back.

I brought my hands to his face, caressing, and I kissed him again.

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The clothing we wore was inconsequential, neither of us caring what happened to it as long as it was off. The floor was uncomfortable and I grabbed his hand before jumping up, pulling him up to his feet with me.

I laughed when he playfully shoved me down on the bed, gripping the cuffs of my already unbuttoned jeans and pulling them off with one harsh, hurried yank.

He gaped when he saw my pink briefs, staring at them half in amusement, half in shock. Or maybe he was gaping at something else in shock and arousal. I couldn't tell.

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His mouth closed slowly as he looked up my body again, making me shiver with the sheer intensity of his gaze. He smiled at me then slowly reached for the band of my underwear. I had to bite my lip to keep from moaning out; just the feeling of his fingers at my hipbones was enough to make me tense.

When he leaned in and kissed my navel, urging my briefs lower, I grabbed his wrists, stopping him.

He looked up at me, chin resting in the dip of my stomach, so close to the persistent arousal just inches below.

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"No," I told him.

His eyebrows shot up in question. "Why?" he asked back, challenging.

Then he rested his weight down on his elbows, pressing his chest and weight against my cock, and I had no answer.

His thumbs came to my hips and rubbed soothing circles before hooking into my underwear again. I could hardly see, I wanted him so badly―I needed him to touch me.

But I somehow found the will to stop him, this time pushing him away and back to his feet.

He looked crestfallen, then I gripped his pants and tugged them off. "You're first."

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He trembled and swallowed loudly as I sat on the edge of the bed in front of him, kissing along the ridges of his tautened stomach. His jeans were pooled at his ankles, his underwear stretched tight over his arousal.

He watched me closely as I licked and kissed my way lower, breathing heavily through his mouth, biting his lip when something felt good. The lower I went, the redder his face became, and I wasn't sure if it was arousal or embarrassment.

Either way, he didn't stop me when I gripped his shorts and lowered them down his legs.

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Edward was utterly perfect naked and I couldn't resist licking up the pale skin of his thigh as I sat back up after pushing his jeans and underwear off his feet.

I nuzzled into the curls around the base of his cock and looked up at him from there, pressing a kiss to the hot, soft skin.

He stared back at me, looking every bit as unsure as I had felt when he tried to remove my underwear.

I kissed his shaft again and gripped his hand in my own, standing to kiss him and rid myself of my briefs.

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His arms wove around my neck and pulled me as close as he possibly could as we kissed passionately. Whimpers escaped us both as hard cocks rubbed against each other and between our stomachs.

It seemed impossible to think up one word to describe exactly how it felt to be in his arms, rutting against him in lust but kissing and holding him with a different feeling entirely.

I didn't just want his body, I wanted his heart too. The way he held onto me so tightly, making me believe he'd never let go, I think he felt the same.

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His hips rocked in time with my steady breathless pants. I had no rhythm to speak of as I jolted forward against him, my cock smearing wetness across his groin.

"Jasper," he breathed shakily into my ear, and I lost it.

I kept one arm tight around his neck as the other gripped at his thin, perfect hips. I could do nothing but quiver and quake as my orgasm overtook me, gasping thoughtless words into the fragrant skin of his neck.

Wet warmth smeared between our abdomens, and Edward held on tightly to me as I fought my shaking knees.

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It didn't take him much longer to follow, slipping free of his own control.

I forced my head from its resting place on his shoulder to watch his face contort with the ecstasy.

Kiss-darkened pink lips parted over straight rows of pearly-white teeth as he stuttered out my name. Lazy lids hung heavily over irises I knew would be more vibrant than ever, pupils that would be blown.

His body contracted, muscles flexing, as he shoved his cock forcefully against my stomach, through the lubrication of my release, one last time.

Then I watched him cum for me at last.

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We held each other for a few long moments, just breathing in the mixture of our mingling scents―sex, sweat, man, him, me, us.

He moved first, bringing his lips to mine for a kiss that melted my bones. I was nothing but soft, pliable flesh as he released me.

I fell heavily onto the bed as he disappeared, returning quickly with a damp cloth that he used to clean away the sticky residue coating my skin. His touch was as tender as the look on his face.

He didn't hesitate to climb atop me, resting his ear over my heart.

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We talked for a while, about us―the attraction, our friendship, this new development.

The heat of his naked skin, the hard of his muscle, the soft of his flesh, the scent of his hair, the memory of what we just did made it impossible to concentrate on conversation.

He knew the exact moment I wanted him again and I felt the smile on his lips as he turned his head to kiss my chest. He raised himself up, bringing his body in line with mine in the best way possible again, and laughed against my wanting, waiting, eager, kissing mouth.

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"I have everything you need," Edward told me, eyes darting meaningfully toward the nightstand beside his bed.

"Yes, you do," I confirmed, running my hands from his shoulders along the curve of his neck to the soft red hair on the back of his head.

He released a sigh through his nose and leaned in to kiss me, but I stopped him with both hands at the side of his face.

"You are everything I need," I corrected promisingly.

His eyes went soft and wide as he brought his hands to my face, mirroring my posture.

"Make love to me."

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I was nervous, and so was he as we set out the items from his nightstand onto the bed.

"I haven't done this before," I admitted in a whisper, grabbing the bottle of lube. "Besides to myself," I added as an afterthought, biting my lip as I glanced over.

He chuckled in response, a glint in his eyes. "Same," he replied. "But I trust you."

He lay down on his stomach across the black bedding, his pale skin a stark contrast. The long length of his body was utterly breathtaking and I took my time appreciating every last exposed inch.

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My fingers were slicked, and with lips caressing the raised length of his shoulders, I touched between the crease of his relaxed cheeks. He startled slightly and I froze, unsure.

"Just a little cold," he said.

I pressed deeper, finding his entrance, and listening closely as his breath caught. Spreading the lubrication, I whispered into his ear. "Tell me if you want me to stop. Tell me if I hurt you."

He gripped my other wrist and pulled until I was resting my weight onto my elbow, freeing my hand. "You won't," he said, resting his face on my palm.

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Just one finger inside of him was enough to make us both squirm. He felt so good beneath me, looked so fucking beautiful spread out just for me.

I couldn't curb my appetite for more; I wanted him so much, but I was afraid it would be too painful for him the first time.

Only two fingers stretched him tight. Though he didn't say a word, I could see he was uncomfortable. I moved slowly, paying careful attention for that spot that I knew would make him see stars.

Soon he was writhing back into my touch, begging for more.

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Poised behind him, only slightly more excited than afraid, I asked him if he was ready.

He turned his head to the side and peered at me over his shoulder. Angling his hips just a little higher, he grinned widely and nodded.

It was almost too much to take in. He was baring all of himself to me; his legs spread wide enough to accommodate me between, hips tilted up to ease the friction, and that fucking smile.

I bowed onto my palms over him, and kissed his shoulder first, then his cheek, his eyelids. Lastly, I kissed his lips.

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The first inch was most difficult. I loathed hurting him; I hated the sound I made him make as he bit down onto the pillow to muffle it.

I didn't know what else to do so I stopped moving and started to massage his thighs and his ass and his back. It was probably as comforting as someone patting your back, but I wanted him to know I cared, that I was sorry. It was all I could think to do.

Slowly, he relaxed, his breathing turned from short puffs to deep calming breaths. "Okay," he whispered. "Just go slow."

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Soon enough it grew complicated in a whole different way. His discomfort faded, and then we were moving. I was moving inside of him and he was making noises fit for a porno―only he sounded oh-so much better than any porn star I had ever heard.

I thought I was going to lose my mind, watching him shove his hips back onto me every time I pulled up. I couldn't hardly stand how fucking sexy he looked, how fucking good it felt. And he seemed to be right there with me, fingers curled tight into bedding, gasping for each breath.

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I pushed my hands up under his for something to do to take my mind off of what was happening. I couldn't blow this―not yet.

He immediately grabbed at my hands and pulled them higher, throwing me off balance and bringing my weight more fully on top of him. He twined his fingers through mine and squeezed tight.

The skin of his back was hot and slippery with sweat, making our bodies slide effortlessly together. I couldn't thrust in this position, I settled for grinding as he held tightly onto my hands.

He sobbed with pleasure. "Oh God, right there."

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I closed my eyes and pressed my face into his hair, breathing his scent in deeply, trying like hell to stave off my orgasm.

With every move I made, he grunted, pressing his ass further back against me. There was nothing I could do but hold on, to anything, everything.

I had to make this good for him, but I couldn't imagine he was going to get off in this position. He wasn't letting me move though. Every second that passed seemed to make him a little louder, a little tighter, a little hotter.

I couldn't possibly last like this.

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"Oh, fuck," he shouted into the pillow, nails digging into my hand.

For just a moment I was completely confused, I thought I hurt him, but then he freed my hands and reached behind us to grab my ass.

He pulled me forcefully against him, fingers gripping so tight I was sure it would bruise.

"Jasper," he cried, rocking me against him hard and fast, forcing me to hump him into the bed.

His chin pushed downward, exposing the length of his neck to me, and his legs wrapped around mine as he moaned gutturally.

There was no mistaking that.

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I don't know how I did it, but he was cumming. He was cumming really fucking hard; muscles clenched tight, all but screaming his pleasure.

"Oh, God, Edward," I whispered against his salty skin.

I gripped tightly onto the bed and arched into him, desperate for my own sweet relief now that he had found his.

He continued to shudder and shake, grabbing at me all the while, so mindless and beautiful. I never wanted it to stop.

I reached my own climax before he finished and I held onto him tight throughout, releasing into the thin barrier between us.

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It took so long for the tremors to stop, both of us still and blinking, trying to clear our minds while aftershocks shook us both.

It was unbelievable, better than I'd even imagined it would ever be. I'd always heard horror stories about first times, and though it definitely wasn't remotely close to marathon sex, it was fucking amazing.

I laughed in victory to myself and planted kisses along his hairline, tasting the essence of his desire in my mouth.

Sated, I was growing soft still inside of him. I never wanted to leave, I could stay right here forever.

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Edward began squirming slightly after a few more minutes, and that's when I remembered that he was literally lying in a puddle of his own cum and perhaps just slightly uncomfortable.

Grudgingly, I slowly pulled out and stood beside the bed, disposing of the condom into his bedside trashcan.

It was probably a little wrong of me, but I couldn't help smirking at being the first to ever do that.

"I should probably get cleaned up but I'm tired," he mumbled sleepily.

I bit my laugh back but still smiled amusedly, falling in love with him impossibly more right then.

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After cleaning up as best as we could with a towel, he raised the edge of the blanket in offer, smiling shyly. I grinned back and slid in next to him, sighing happily when he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead.

It was completely sappy, and I fucking loved it. He was impossibly sweet, tender, beautiful.

After he fell asleep, I continued to lie in the comfort of his arms, listening to his steady breaths. He looked so relaxed and comfortable, like he belonged right where he was.

"I love you," I whispered to his sleeping form.

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I'd been positive he was asleep, so his eyes swiftly opening after my admission startled me.

Even in the dark, the vibrant green was perfectly visible to me. I couldn't even begin to discern what emotion was brewing in their depths, but I couldn't look away either.

He shocked me further when he aggressively pushed me onto my back, covering my body with his own.

"Jasper," he breathed raggedly.

I sucked on my lower lip as I watched him, trying to decide whether he looked angry or just horny.

"Will you let me make love to you?" he asked finally.

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All I could do was nod.

He looked anxious as he flipped on the bedside lamp, and I could hear his harsh, nervous breathing. Blood rushed to my cock as he hurriedly fumbled through the nightstand for the second time.

He dropped the cool bottle of lube onto the heated skin of my stomach and his hands shook wildly as he fought to tear open the condom wrapper.

He looked completely panicked.

I lightly gripped his wrist to stop his movements. "Let me," he rasped, pulling away.

I waited patiently with my hands over his until he met my eyes.

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I didn't say a word, just stroked the back of his hand and wrist with my thumb, wanting him to know it was okay if he couldn't say it back. That really hadn't been why I'd said it. I'd honestly thought he was sleeping.

He stopped moving and sighed, swallowing loudly. His muscles relaxed and he nodded minutely. "Let me," he repeated, much more calmly.

I slowly removed my hands from his, bringing one to my hardening cock and began stroking. His eyes followed, his mouth dropping open slightly as he watched me masturbate. He couldn't seem to look away.

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He didn't seem to notice when the condom fell from between his limp fingers. Keeping one hand steadily stroking my length, I grabbed one of his hands with my free one, popping the lid on the lube as he rested it on my hip.

I coated his fingers and guided them down to my entrance, watching his face closely as I showed him where I wanted him. He smiled bashfully when he finally pulled his eyes away from my movements and mumbled an apology.

He had nothing to apologize for, but I was speechless before I could tell him so.

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I knew exactly how he felt. Topping was far more difficult than I'd realized it would be. Thankfully, his panic seemed to have fled and he really knew what he was doing with his fingers.

"Holy shit," I moaned, grinding against his hand as he curled his fingers in me.

As he scooted up further between my legs, his cock brushed over the back of my hand, and I quickly wrapped my fingers around him, rubbing both of our cocks between my fist.

"Holy fucking shit," I gasped as his fingers curled again. He just smiled, pushing right back in.

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The condom wrapper opened easily when his fingers weren't shaking so terribly. I watched silently as he rolled it on, knowing damn well I was going to enjoy this.

"Are you sure, Jasper?" he asked, his entire face almost a mask of calm, his sincerity the only other emotion showing through.

"I've wanted this for a long time," I divulged. "I want you in every way you want to give yourself to me."

"I want to give you everything," he whispered. "I just..." he trailed off.

"I know," I said, smoothing my hand over his cheek. "It's okay," I promised.

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Edward was gentle as he slowly eased into me. It was a bit uncomfortable, but for the most part, I was too horny to notice. All I could think about was the fact that I had Edward Cullen's cock inside of me. It was exactly what I'd wanted for so long―and so much more.

His eyes didn't leave mine as he pressed forward, and the intensity of his stare was penetrating. I had no doubt that he felt at least some semblance of real emotion for me. He was looking at me as if he wanted to remember this forever.

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Lovemaking or just plain fucking, it didn't matter to me what you called it, it was sex and I wanted it. Edward gave me what I wanted after just a few short moments of me guiding his hips toward a faster, harder pace.

It was an unbelievable feeling being stretched tight around him, feeling so full that I knew I'd feel empty the moment he wasn't in me anymore.

He kept his eyes right with mine as his hips built a rhythmic pace that made me want to throw my head back and fucking scream about how good it felt.

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I couldn't look away from him, to even consider doing so felt wrong.

As he panted heavy through his mouth, I fought back my screams. I really didn't want to be a screamer, but for fuck's sake, it felt so good.

I made a lot of noise, but I didn't scream as he pumped into me, his hand finding my cock and stroking expertly until I couldn't take it anymore and my eyes rolled back in my head.

He dropped down over me, lips tickling my ear as he whispered to me. His cock hit just right and I screamed.

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It was endless.

The spasms, the shaking, the wet all over my stomach. Edward's moans in my ear, the feel of him throbbing inside of me, his lips hard on my neck as he came. The panting and the aftershocks, the trembling want when he slid out. The cold shiver when he left me in his bed. The eclipsing happiness when he wrapped me in his arms and blankets and kissed me goodnight.

Knowing I would wake up to him. Knowing when I did wake up, it would be to everything I loved so dearly about him. My Edward Cullen.

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I dreamed of my Edward in his glasses, his head rested in my lap as he read his comics and snorted with laughter over something I wouldn't have understood even if he explained it to me slowly.

I dreamed of his Daredevil underwear, and peeling them off of his toned, shapely ass. Kissing each cheek and leaving a rosy hand print across his pale white flesh.

I dreamed of waking up to his crazy, sexed up, bed head hair. His pink lips kissing me good morning the same loving way they'd kissed me goodnight.

I dreamed of his dazzling eyes.

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The green eyes I woke to were not Edward's, though they were similar.

Mrs. Cullen stood beside Edward's bed, tray in hand piled high with breakfast. Stacks of golden pancakes dripping in maple syrup.

She looked absolutely horrified, and I groaned inwardly, thinking of that saying about first impressions.

Pretending we weren't in the situation we were, I tried to charm her with manners. "Hi, Mrs. Cullen, I'm Jasper. Uh. Edward's lab partner."

Right, so much for the manners. She looked even more horrified then before.

Edward was awake. "Your lab partner?" he shouted at me, incredulous.

Good fucking morning.

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I was about to duck and run when Edward grabbed my hand and sat up in bed so quickly he nearly pulled the sheets right off my barely covered boy parts.

"Mom, this is Jasper, my boyfriend. And my lab partner. And my best friend. By the way, I'm gay."

I stared at him in shock. He stared back, eyebrows raised in a silent challenge. Like I'd contest being his boyfriend.

Mrs. Cullen made a small sound of disbelief, nearly dropping the platter she carried. Carlisle swooped in from behind her just in time, smirking at both Edward and myself.

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"I told you, Esme love, Edward's far too old for breakfast in bed," he said laughingly, steering his wife out of the room.

The door was barely closed behind them when Edward turned on me.

"Lab partner?" he demanded, so very frighteningly serious.

"I'm sorry," I squeaked. "I didn't know what to say! I mean, she's your mom and we... are naked. In bed."

His lips curled up in a twin smirk to the one his father had just given us. Before I knew what hit me, I was flat on my back, surrounded by Edward and his Marvel sheets.


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